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“Alfred.” Arthur said, his voice trembling. “Please, don’t make this more difficult than it has to be, yeah?”
“Oh.” Alfred’s eyes went dark. “Because this is such an inconvenience for you. Your own son-”
“Al, you tried to fucking kill yourself.” Matthew said, catching Alfred’s attention. He was crying. “Yeah? You tried to kill yourself. Of course we fucking care.”
[Huge content warnings for self-harm and suicide. If you're sensitive to these subjects, do not read.]
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21 Jul 2026
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Everybody asks about the before; "Why did you do it?" "How did you do it?" "What were you thinking?" nobody really thinks about the after.
Nobody thinks about the way you never expect to wake up, and when you do you feel that sense of dread and nausea kick in like never before, the urge to get up and out of bed never really winning over the feeling like a failure at something that should've been so easily done.OR
Evan Buckley wakes up after trying to end his life, and he's stuck in a numb state of not knowing what to do after, because he hadn't planned to fail. He'd planned to die.
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08 Jul 2026
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Soon, he’ll be dead. He’ll be dead, because he’s not good enough to be loved. Good enough to be distrusted and thrown aside by his own brother, but not good enough to be loved and cared for by people he considers friends.
He wishes he could be killed by something else—anything else.
Why does he have to die from the fact that he is unloved?
Feeling unloved by those he considers dear, Kaeya develops a case of Hanahaki. Of course, the most logical course of action is to hide that fact from everyone.
He has five days left.
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- Part 2 of genshin impact fics
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16 Jun 2026
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Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.
It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.
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Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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08 May 2026
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Ilya hadn’t known the video existed. If he had known, he would have paid someone to have it destroyed. Would have paid someone to murder Kuznetsov, maybe, just for redundancy's sake. But it was peak stupidity, to keep evidence of your homosexual perversion around in a country where that crime could get you sent to jail for several decades, and Ilya hadn’t thought that Kuznetsov would be that dumb.
Now here Ilya was, watching a video of his fourteen-year-old self on Twitter getting fucked by his former hockey coach.
So. There go the plans for the rest of his life.
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Or: in 2018, during Ilya's last year with the Raiders, an old video is leaked on Twitter. Ilya reacts, or overreacts. Shane does, too.
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- Part 20 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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08 May 2026