mddi3a
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what do you do when no one wants to say sorry? by mddi3a
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
28 Apr 2026
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Rin is on break from Bluelock, following an attemt to jump of the bridge near his house he expects to be home alone until he returns. Instead he is welcomed with an unpleasent site. Itoshi Sae. The older brother and family he'd been trying to avoid.
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reasons by moonlit-nightsx (moonlit_nightsx)
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
19 May 2023
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Rin and Sae talk it out. Eventually.
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“So why are you here at one in the morning?”
“I need…” He needs Sae. He feels like he’s fucking losing it, and all he wants is to talk to his brother."
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“You are not unnecessary. You’re my brother. You’ll never be unnecessary.”
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26 Apr 2026
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For Canine, Grossly Overqualified by stilesdawg
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
23 Jan 2026
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Rudo had figured he could adapt to life on the ground, until time came to get his sweet revenge on those shitheads on the sphere, and on his (adoptive) father's murderer.
That maybe, he could manage relatively well all by himself, that suppressing his own emotions and agony could get him along just fine and dandy.
However, a raging pain in his hands and arms has come to spread to his heart. And, he's not sure what to do with the overwhelming despair that's overcome him.
More pain would soothe old scars, wouldn't it?
--the title is a line from impostor syndrome by sidney gish :)
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07 Mar 2026
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A heart that’s full up like a landfill by elysiiann
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
15 Feb 2026
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Rudo still can’t fall asleep without some sort of pressure over his heart. He still worries that, eventually, it’ll beat too rapidly, too furiously to keep it between his slippery ribcage. That one day he’ll wake up with it running down the street and proving everybody right with how hideous it was.
But when Regto is fast asleep beside him, with a hand large enough to cover the entirety of his chest resting over him and gently rises and falls alongside his breathing, he thinks perhaps that this works, too.
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Somewhere between the slick of metal and the splintering of his bones, his heart fell out.
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or, Rudo thinks of life before Regto, and Regto after life.
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- Part 2 of rudo (in memoriam)
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28 Feb 2026
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In a world where he's unwanted, Rudo sought solace by locking up his words- yet what could he do when that comes back to bite him, with no voice to call his own and no one by his side?
Loosely inspired by the selectively mute Rudo concept in the fic 'What did ya say? Sorry couldn't hear you' by Starrydoodles
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28 Feb 2026
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These gloves, they were the strongest shield Rudo had ever wielded.
Sitting in the dark, Rudo could suddenly focus. He knew he was wrong.
There was one thing that people wanted him to understand since birth. He was cursed.
He latched onto the first person who walked into his life, wrong.
Weighing Regto down like an impervious burden.
“Why did this have to happen..?"“Because you did a bad job.”
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“Rudo?”---
Or- the first time rudos hands hurt -this bad- after receiving his gloves.
plus some other stuff... eventually.Bookmarked by mddi3a
17 Feb 2026