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“—and I will only admit it to you because you are my sister but I swear my heart stopped at least five times during that whole ordeal, I really didn’t want to be taken out by a grenade stuck in an ambulance with Chuuya of all people—”
“Wasn’t there that old guy in there too?” Akiko interrupted him to ask from the other side of the couch.
Dazai waved her off, almost spilling wine out of his glass in the process. “Sure, but if I had died there with Chuuya it would have almost been like a double suicide—”
“Would it qualify as a suicide if it was an accident? That Chuuya guy doesn’t sound like he was trying to blow you up on purpose. I would argue that maybe he would be interested in some different kind of blowing—”
“Akiko, do not finish that sentence. Haven’t you heard about how annoying he is? I could write ten books about it.”
Or, a skk firefighters AU + Chuuya single dad AU
(Yes, this is inspired by the TV show 9-1-1 but you don’t have to have watched it, I promise.)- Language:
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17 Apr 2026
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i have loved you since we were seventeen by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 May 2026
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“I just wanted to—”
“To talk? You thought sitting here, all sad and tragic, in our spot, would spark some nostalgia?” Chuuya scoffed. “That I’d come
running back like some pathetic—God, I can’t believe I even came down here.”“I know you hate me,” Dazai said, standing up. “But—”
“Hate you?” Chuuya tilted his head, as if he was considering it, with the kind of detachment that hurt worse than fury. “Nah. I hated you for about two years. Now I just… don’t really think about you at all. Or at least I didn’t, until you decided to make a grand comeback no one fucking asked for.”
or, dazai comes back to his hometown at twenty-two, four years after leaving Chuuya without a word, trying to fix what he broke between them. In which, he isn’t particularly good at.
small town childhood friends to lovers to messy exes to... we'll see about that.- Language:
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13 Apr 2026
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Amnesia AU where Chuuya wakes up in an alley with his memory completely wiped.
He makes it his life's purpose to solve the mystery of himself. Who is he? Where did he come from? What happened to him?
Many questions, and they all seem to lead to Doctor Dazai, a researcher at the Bureau of National Safety.
Falling in love with the charming but eccentric doctor who sits on all the knowledge Chuuya seeks isn’t part of the plan, but that’s exactly what Chuuya does.- Language:
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05 Apr 2026
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the pain we share (the strength we have) by DeviBlue
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Oct 2022
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Fighting with Nakahara Chuuya was an experience that never failed to leave Atsushi amazed. The gravity manipulator never went down. And when he said never, he meant it.
Nakahara would be thrown through a wall on the other side of the room and get up as if nothing happened. He’d be bleeding and Atsushi was sure he had at least one broken limb but didn’t stop fighting with all his heart. Sometimes, Chuuya was the only left standing, tasked with fighting the rest of their enemies, whether it be one or an army by himself.
And he always won.
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Nakahara Chuuya never went down in a fight, but this wasn't just natural talent. No, he was trained to stay standing, no matter how injured he was. And what better way to learn than hands-on experience?
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29 Dec 2025
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“You really need to take better care of yourself, Mackerel,” Chuuya said lightly, running his own soothing fingers through limp hair.
A red hot ball lodged itself in his throat, restricting his airflow and causing equally as scalding tears to form at the rim of his eyes.
“Sometimes you don’t need to follow your dreams,” he continued, “because they can- they can mess with your head even- even-” Chuuya inhaled sharply, greedily sucking in air as he fell on his ass, right in between Dazai’s legs. “Even if it’s too late for you.”
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The times Chuuya took care of Dazai after his suicide attempts.
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- Part 18 of All hail our lord and savior Chuuya Nakahara
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23 Dec 2025
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“There. There's your answer, leverage. Do what I say and maybe I’ll play nice”
“Ah, so that's how it is. Wow, that's like– low, dude.”
Dazai puts his half cigarette out on the pavement and tilts his head to look at Chuuya before replying.
“Yeah, I just fucking despise you and I’ll have my fun treating you like a dog, and for your knowledge, yes, this is my turf.” Dazai exhales slowly, a sly grin curling at his lips. “And frankly, you kind of suck, Chuuya. I have no idea why you think you have a chance.”
Chuuya stiffens, his cigarette nearly crushed between his fingers.
- or a fic where both Dazai and Chuuya attend Yokohama's most prestigious private art school
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18 Dec 2025
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The stars in your eyes were enough to blind me by OrinAndTheStars
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
20 Apr 2026
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After overworking himself again, Baz finds his crippling self-doubt creeping its way back into his life.
Despite his determination to keep Simon in the dark, he's found out after a particularly hard day.Will he finally accept the help he doesn't want but needs?
In other words, I don't think Baz's issues were explored enough in the books, so I'm pushing my 'Baz needs therapy too' agenda.
________________________________________________________________________________________I know that the man in the mirror is not the one my mother expected Tyrannus Basilton Grimm-Pitch to be.
I feel my skin tighten in a scowl. The sink's chill settles deeply into my bones. I've been here too long, my arms ache, and my knees scream at me, begging for rest. Simon's bound to have noticed my absence by now. He’s awfully perceptive, even when unconscious. Part of me wonders how he hasn’t noticed how dreadful I’ve looked recently. Though I suppose I didn’t either until now. Gripping the sink tighter, I shake my head in a pathetic attempt to stir my mind straight. I know these thoughts aren't rational. But self-awareness has never been known to cure disease.
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16 Nov 2025
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Dazai and Chuuya were once best friends with unresolved feelings in high school. Now, they reunite as co-leads in a major film after years apart, and their strained relationship is front and center. Fans are obsessed, but Chuuya’s troubled past threatens his career, while Dazai faces sabotage from old scandals. With industry competition rising, both must navigate their personal demons under the unforgiving spotlight. Can they survive the fame—and each other?
Part 1: High School AU (Completed)
Part 2: Actor AU (Coming Soon)NO LONGER UPDATING
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11 Nov 2025
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"Oi, the fuck are you doing in there?"
The voice that interrupts his afternoon break comes from a boy standing outside the fountain. Dazai's only able to make out the obnoxiously bright ginger hair on the other side of the water that separates them, but it's annoying enough as it is. Turning his head, Dazai decides to ignore him until he leaves.
"You know I can see you, right? You were just looking at me!"
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Or: Dazai's bored and lives in a mansion, Chuuya's the mysterious garden boy working for his family, and fate brings them together over and over again only to rip them apart.A tragedy in three acts.
Now with stunning art by mafachee, lluvproof and circusfable <3
Translation into Russian available on Ficbook
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05 Nov 2025
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For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?
At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
"What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
"One question,"
"And why did you miss it?"
"I misunderstood—"
"You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
"No, sir."
"Then do better."That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.
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26 Oct 2025
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At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.
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He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.
I am the first person he smiled at.
I am the first person who said his name.
I am the first person who has held him like this.
He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.
Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.
But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.
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25 Oct 2025
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teenage nightmares commit atrocities by forever_wandering
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Apr 2023
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“Tsushima Shuuji,” Chuuya reads out loud. “A bright, optimistic young man with a pep in his step and a zest for life. Hang on–is this referring to you?”
“Unfortunately,” Dazai laments, sighing dramatically. “You just got away with ‘science nerd’ and ‘soccer player,’ but I’m supposed to be an artist! I hate art! It’s useless!”
“Shut the fuck up. That’s not the problem here. You? A ‘zest for life?’ Looking forward to each new morning? Hah! Rimbaud would sooner come back to life.”
Dazai turns to Chuuya with the barest facsimile of a smile painted over his lips.
“I,” he says sweetly, “am going to gut you open like a fish.”
Dazai and Chuuya are seasoned mafiosos at the ripe old age of almost-seventeen. They’ve fought gang wars, interrogated prisoners, and done all manner of unspeakable things. Now, they face their greatest challenge yet: going (undercover) to a real high school. With regular teens (who may or may not be desperately trying to get them to kiss).
One thing’s for sure: this school is unprepared for the absolute calamity that is Double Black.Written for the SKK Big Bang 2022 feat. art by videogamelover99 & beta'ed by Airini.
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11 Aug 2025
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They haven't been anything but strangers since seventh grade. And it's definitely not his fault, Yuuri doesn't even know what actually happened.
One day they're the best friends in the world, and the next Viktor couldn't look at him.
One day they're the best friends in the world, and the next, Viktor's gone for a week, rumors flying.
One day they're the best friends in the world, and the next, Viktor shoves him to the floor with angry hurt on his face.So why in the hell is Viktor coming to him for help?
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High-School AU where Yuuri helps his PI dad, he and Viktor haven't spoken in years and Makkachin disappears so he asks for Yuuri's help to find her. It goes about as well as could be expected.
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The disappearance-storyline is inspired by s01e19 of Veronica Mars, but it's grown into much more than that. If you like Veronica Mars you should definitely recognize it and enjoy the references, if not it shouldn't bother you too much because it still became its own thing.Bookmarked by maplemop
20 May 2025