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    a collection of my hollanovaas fics that are unrelated and can be read in any order

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    You know the Boston Raiders shirt Ilya wears at the cottage to meet Shane's parents? Yeah, what if Shane bought one of those in the hookup stage and it had ROZANOV 81 on the back.

    Consider this Porn With Feelings.

    (a three part series, I think so, probably)

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    Luca was sweaty, his chest heaving as he sat in his cubby, back leaning against the wall while he caught his breath. His face hurt, split wide in a grin while he watched the others dance around the room jeering. It had been a good game. A hard game, one that had required focus and care and discipline, but good. Ottawa had won, 5-3. Two of those goals had been made by Luca, and he had assisted LaPointe in another. He had stripped down to his compression shirt, watching the bustle of the locker room around him.

    It was a Wednesday night. They had two days off before they returned to the rink for another home game on Saturday. Then they were on a roadie for two weeks. It meant Luca was going home with Shane and Ilya to spend as much time in headspace as possible before they got too busy to keep up with their usual schedule, because for as much as Shane and Ilya both told him it was fine if he did, Luca had no intention of dropping during the roadie. The two days of little time had been the compromise.

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    He’d almost forgotten about the budding need to drop that was rearing its head entirely as the night wore on, settled and happy squished between Young and LaPoint in a corner booth sharing a greasy pizza from the bar. Then the last of the ‘grown ups’ had started to head off, ready to get back to their beds and their families, leaving just the rookies behind in the bar with strict instructions from Bood not to do anything stupid. And that was fine too, because Luca was having fun arguing with LaPoint about who was better at MHL 21, but he did also have the sudden, distinct feeling that he had been left unsupervised. Like when you’re at the park as a little kid and suddenly realised you’ve wandered a bit too far away from your parents. It’s not a sense of danger, exactly, but a slight unease.

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    “No.” Luca argued, Ilya looking at him through the rearview mirror with an arched eyebrow. Either not seeing it or maybe suffering temporary insanity, Luca continued. “More than once a week is crazy Hollzy, we don’t have time for that. It’s the middle of the season.”

    “You will drop as often as doctor tells you too.” Ilya said firmly, making sure to catch Luca’s eyes in the mirror. “Doctor said as often as possible.”

    “Well yeah but it’s not-”

    “Haasy, do you want to spend rest of drive with a sore ass?” Ilya cut off simply. Luca’s argument died on his throat, his ears growing pink. He shook his head minutely. “Then stop arguing. Health is not something you bargain. Doctor says you drop as often as possible, you do it. Is not discussion.”

    “I just don’t want to bother you guys with this.” Haasy mumbled, lip caught between his teeth as he dappled his finger across his arm, probably trying to stop himself from biting at them. “I can handle it myself.”

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    Luca wasn’t going to throw a tantrum. He wasn’t. Even though everything in him was telling him too, that sitting on the floor in the middle of the locker room and just flat out wailing would surely get him out of this, he didn’t. Because it wasn’t a little day, because being scared of the doctor was silly, because he didn’t think acting like a brat and refusing to go to his appointment would actually get him the cuddles and assurances that of course he didn’t have to go to the scary place where they poke him with needles that he wanted. It would probably get him cuddles at least, but Shane would still make him go to the doctor.

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    Luca had been in a mood since he had arrived at practice that morning. Not obviously so, but Ilya was perceptive. His shoulders had been slumped, he had set his bag down heavier than usual, his left shoe had been untied and he’d seemed thoroughly annoyed about it despite making no move to fix it. He had not joined in with Young and LaPointe’s teasing of Holmbergs terrible acid wash jeans. He had shrugged off Bood when he had clapped him on the shoulder in greeting, his smile too tight to be genuine.

    Shane had noticed too, quietly observing as he pulled his gear on beside Ilya. “He needs to drop.”

    “You think so?” Ilya asked, despite the fact he had the same suspicion. Luca dressed slowly, clumsily. He stared at his skates for a while as though he could will them to tie themselves and save him the trouble. Shane shrugged at Ilya.

    “Probably.” He said. “He doesn’t like going to centres I don’t think. I heard him talking about it with Young a few weeks ago. He’s been putting it off.”

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