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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    dirty martini @martywants2party:
    yo twitter do your thing and get my sexy homeboy to star in a netflix show

    replying to @martywants2party
    Acorn @acornball:
    tf are we supposed to do

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    09 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 28

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    When Till washes Ivan's hair after they sleep together, Ivan will tilt his face up, lashes fluttering, and just close his eyes. In those moments, Till counts the seconds. It takes two seconds for Ivan's eyebrows to furrow, taut with the exertion of not being able to see what Till will do next. In five, the corner of Ivan's eyes will crinkle, shuddering with a weight that leads men to cower behind closed eyelids. In ten, Ivan will start to squirm, mouth pressing tight before his lips part, and in one single breath, Ivan's eyes will open slowly to reveal a lifetime of heartbreak.

    In a twisted game of baton-pass, Ivan's expression of sorrow forces Till to close his own eyes, hiding from the confessions unspoken between them.

    Till's been so fucking stupid.

    Ivan had been asking for a kiss this whole time.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 73

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    Every kiss is a risk.

    Every rendezvous is a PR nightmare waiting to happen.

    But nothing seems to discourage the hidden intimacy of the not-so-relationship between BLACK SORROW’s charismatic frontman and the world renowned actor Till sunbae.

    Except maybe... talking about feelings.

    Or, Till accidentally confesses the feelings he shouldn’t have for his situationship and he tries to pretend it didn’t happen.

    Ivan doesn’t let him.

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Rec *

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    Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."

    Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"

    His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.

    "I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."

    Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Good morning, baby.” Ivan looks up, surprised, then soft—always soft for him. It soothes the hurt inside him, leaves the bitter taste of remorse under his tongue.

    Till leans in and kisses him.

     

    OR Till's a major horndog and is in love with his boyfriend. that's it. that's the plot

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    05 Jul 2026