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    Ilya goes to watch Game 3 of the Stanley Cup finals because Shane needs him

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    Ilya’s kissing down Shane’s neck and jawline when another tear runs down his cheek. Ilya’s pulling back when another tear runs down his cheek. Ilya’s pressing his body forward into Shane when another tear runs down his cheek.

    Shane Hollander has never cried during sex before, but, oh God, how could he not?

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    shane feels comfortable enough at the cottage with ilya to cry during sex for the first time

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have a quiet night together when Ilya gets home after a night out at Monk's

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Galina once called it “intimacy” and Ilya had never agreed with a word more. That connection? Intimacy. The kisses and touches and waking up together? Intimacy. The free and openly flowing “I love you”s that they traded seriously and haphazardly and absently and fondly? Intimacy.

    And, right now, the way Ilya nuzzled into the crook of Shane’s neck, lips brushing his gold chain, and Shane’s fingers sliding between curls to pet his scalp? Intimacy.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “Hi Milana,” he murmured, voice gentle. “I’m Ilya, your father’s brother. Did your mama tell you I was coming over?”

    Milana nodded and pulled her bottom lip into her mouth, gaze contemplative as Ilya held out a hand to her. He didn’t touch her, didn’t broach the barrier of the doorframe, just held his palm out, a gesture of vulnerability, exposing soft skin. When he’d been a child, listening out for the sound of his father’s footfalls down the hall, trying to guess at what mood the man was in that day, if today was a day he would likely be hit, those gestures of vulnerability–upturned palms, tears on cheeks–had been the only thing he’d trusted. The wounded animal in his sternum reaching out for comfort, seeking safety in the fragility of others. Proof that he wasn’t the weakest one.

    Or: After spending Christmas with the Hollanders Ilya realises he has unfinished business in Moscow; namely, saying goodbye to his mother's grave and recovering the pieces of his history. Before meeting Shane at the cottage for their second summer together - and before upending his life and moving to another country once again - Ilya decides to return to his home city and attempt to lay his past to rest.

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    27 May 2026