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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    What’s a word for it? Exhilarating. A fast car and running through reds. The seat belt warning screeching at you. If he crashes—and he won’t—but if he does: slamming straight into the steering wheel. He’ll lose a tooth or ten. Sometimes people’s noses get crushed into their skull. He’ll go 2D.

    It won’t happen. That kind of thing doesn’t happen to people like Shoto. But for tonight he can picture himself closing his eyes, letting go of the wheel, and stepping on it. The dark streets are sanguine, full of promise. Trees and houses blur as he drives in circles.

    Then: a flash of purple hair, a dark blue hoodie that is probably his. Shoto steps on the brake. Tires screech on pavement. He tugs his seat belt across his body and it clicks into place as the car comes to a stop in front of the sidewalk.

    or,

    What’s for you won’t pass you by.

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    19 May 2026

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    Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
    How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.

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    05 May 2026

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    Hayden had been expecting this call for months.

    He had known somewhere deep within himself that it was coming, ever since the Centaurs' plane crashed and his best friend lost the love of his life – even if Hayden had never cared that much for the man himself.

    Watching Shane receive the news from J.J.'s careless mouth, watching him bend over at the waist like someone had scraped out his inner organs–

    Yeah, Hayden knew.

    He was weirdly proud of Shane for holding out this long.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “Shane Hollander,” Rozanov says in his deep, thick accent.

    “Rozanov,” Hollander nods. His voice cracks embarrassingly so he keeps talking, hoping the other man won’t notice. “Just came up here to get some air. I didn’t see a sign saying not to so I think we’re allowed. It’s chilly, eh? But a beautiful view,” he rambles.

    “Ah yes,” Rozanov says flatly. “London, Ontario. Famous view.”

    Shane can’t tell whether he’s being sarcastic. He probably is. He’s kind of an asshole, Shane thinks to himself, not for the first time. But an asshole who makes Shane’s stomach do weird things. Things that he wants to experience again so that he can properly label them. For science.

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    What if last year's Hockey Canada sexual assault trial happened in the Heated Rivalry universe, not with the 2018 gold medal team but with Shane Hollander's 2009 team? A nearly decade-long situationship with consent king Ilya Rozanov makes the Hollander who walks into the courtroom in 2017 a very different man from the boy who ran out of the hotel room all those years ago.

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    22 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    She tried, and tried, and tried to wash out the hole, to fill it with platelets and fibrin and let it scab over and heal. But some wounds are too big to heal well. Some scar, deep and ugly and refuse to leave.

    And, the thing is, scabs are so easy to pick off and open again, and she really, really doesn't mean to keep fucking picking. But when her skin itches and she can't seem to get anything right, what else is she to do?

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    22 Mar 2026