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  1. Rec 15

    lick into my mouth (and taste my rot) by

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    15 Jul 2026

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    Ivan develops Hanahaki after years of harbouring intense romantic feelings towards his childhood friend, Till.

    It's fine.

    He'll be fine.

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    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

    Finding Mizi by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    14 Jul 2026

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    Lovesick musician Till had finally met his dream girl—only... she may have given him the wrong number. Enter psychology student Ivan: annoying, resourceful, and way too invested in Till’s love life. Cocky as he may be, he seems to be Till's only chance at finding the girl of his dreams in the wide city of ANAKT. Cue shenanigans, club trips, and if feelings get involved in the way, well...

    ...Or the one where Ivan and Till takes fate into their own hands.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Looking through your lens by for moemoe_kyun

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    18 Aug 2024

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    Learning that Ivan loved him was almost too easy. Learning that he loved him back, not so much.

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    Or, college AU where Till tries to help Ivan get over him, only to slowly and painstakingly realize he's also in love with his best friend. Written for Ivantill Exchange 2024.

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 44

    to you, my muse by

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    02 Jul 2026

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    Till’s muse is Mizi. She has always been pencil lines on Till’s sketchbooks, pink paint and warm colors on his canvas.

    Till’s muse is Mizi, so he doesn’t quite understand it when her image starts to get foggy and gray under the eraser’s influence, over and over again, until he’s just staring at a blank page once more.

    He doesn’t understand—Mizi is still just as pretty as she was a few months ago, with her cotton candy hair and lemon green eyes. She is still just as bright, lighting up wherever she walks. So why is it impossible to draw her all of a sudden?

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    Over the span of a few years, Till's feelings have changed. His art starts to reflect it.

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 45

    for all the stars in your eyes by

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    23 Jun 2026

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    Till has a heart-wrenching realization. Ivan has a plan. Neither of them expect what comes after.

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    23 Jun 2026