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    Shane had agreed readily. Yes, he wanted. To be hunted by a stranger with twenty dogs and a knife on his belt. To see him again. To find the source of the squirming thing in his chest and bring it to light.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    butcherbf

    Posts about #snuff and #forcemasc

    24sbug: Hi! Sorry if this is weird, I’m new to using tumblr like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to message people, but you follow me back so I figured it’s probably okay. Please tell me if it’s not! Or don’t reply. Whichever. Sorry again if this is weird I just wanted to say hi

    24sbug: I really like your blog

    24sbug: I’m not sure if that’s like weird to say haha

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander writes to an inmate, at first intending to do nothing other than quell his lonely curiosity.

    Somehow, they end up meeting...in the woods...at Shane's perverted request.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
    "...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."

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    Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “I could give you a massage, if you want,” he hears Ilya say, and his brain stops.

    “What?” Shane is sure he didn’t hear that right, but he wants to make sure.

    “You said your back hurts, I can give you a massage. I’m good at it,” Ilya says the words like they mean nothing, like the mental image of him on top of Shane and massaging his sore muscles with his bare hands isn’t currently making Shane’s brain short circuit.

    He can’t possibly accept this and risk giving himself away. Shane has been in love with him for years and as much as it hurts, he knows Ilya doesn’t feel the same.

    “Okay, sure.”

     

    or, Shane takes Ilya up on his offer to give him a massage. Nothing could go wrong, right?

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Luca should go.

    He knows he should go, and he knows that his right foot takes a half-step back, but—

    Shane makes a terrible sound that will haunt Luca’s dreams for the rest of his life, and then he hisses, “You’re the one who got rock hard because a kid who has a crush on you called you papa in front of the press.”

    Then, Ilya laughs, and shoves inside.

    “And you’re the one who’s about to come just because I called him mama.”

    This definitely isn’t what Freud was talking about.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Happy Sub Top Ilya Week

    Ilya wakes up horny in the night, Shane lets him fuck him but Just the Tip.

    Or: Just the Tip, Sub Top Ilya Rozanov, Edging and Sexual Overestimation all in one fic. This is self-indulgent pwp.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    He looks up at Rozanov, whose brows have since migrated up over his forehead, almost tangling in his mess of curls as he eagerly awaits either a response or a reaction.

    Shane gives both at once.

    “We can’t fuck in there.”

    Ilya’s smile doesn’t falter. Shane really wishes he was kissing him instead of standing here, shrinking into his jacket, shivering under the cool nighttime air, the hot tub water glimmering under a heavy moonlight.

    “Why not?” Rozanov challenges. “Is fine, no? I can make you break a sweat, Hollander. Even without the bubbles.”

    Shane deadpans him and that just makes Rozanov laugh airily, clearly bemused by his response to all this.

    or: ilya’s house has a hot tub and a mirror in the yard, so he and shane make very good use of it

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Plenty of players have looked at Shane for too long, double-checking something they can’t name. This feels different.

    (Or: the shower scene/first time redux.)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    They’re finally alone, and Shane can’t get close enough to his husband.

    Holy shit. He has a husband.

    -OR-

    Wedding night sex featuring down bad Ilya and carefree, happy, slightly drunk Shane.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Once the familiar soundtrack began spilling through the speakers, Ilya tugged Shane a bit closer. His hand began creeping up from where it was resting on Shane’s stomach. It snaked up his chest, ghosted over his throat, until it reached its destination at Shane’s mouth.

    “Open,” Ilya murmured.

    And Shane did. Ilya felt those two heavenly, pink plush lips part, and Ilya pushed his index and middle fingers into Shane’s awaiting mouth.

    or; Something is off with Shane. Good thing Ilya knows that the answer is to fill his mouth.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been a very good roommate to Ilya Rozanov for nine months. Never makes too much noise. Does the laundry without being asked.

    Ilya comes home early one Saturday and finds out exactly how good of a roommate Shane can be.

    Or — a filthy little hollanov roommate!au one shot where Ilya doesn’t realize what a pervert his roommate Shane is until he comes home from work early one day and finds him in a very compromised position in Ilya’s bed. Is that Ilya’s fleshlight on Shane’s…?

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    04 Jul 2026

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    “We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen.

    After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting.

    Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons.

    “Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone.

    It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?”

    “Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.”

     

    Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    God, it’s so big and so heavy, and Shane’s taken it before, but it’s just so much every time. “S—Sir,” Shane wheezes, eyes fluttering open. “Big, it’s—”

    “It’ll fit,” Ilya says gently, rubbing Shane’s clit with firm fingers, barely letting up for a second. “It always fits, doesn’t it? Perfect little pussy. So fucking good for me.”

    “Ilya,” Shane chokes, and gets a harsh slap on his thigh for it. “Sir,” he babbles. “Sir, please—”

    Ilya kisses his clit, slipping another finger beside the puck, and Shane’s back arches off the bench as he comes again, howling.

    “My good luck charm,” Ilya says, hours or days later. All smug, pressing a kiss to the crease of his hip when Shane sobs he can’t do one more. “Keeping the puck warm so we can win, yes?”

    or, shane pussywarms the puck.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “Don't hurt me,” Shane finished and got the distinct impression he was being laughed at as the tip of the blade trailed from his temple down, over his lips. Down his chin. It traced the vein pounding in his neck.

    “I'll do anything.”

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane: Why do I have three missed calls from you. It's past 1 AM

    Ilya: hmm?

    Ilya: oh i see

    Ilya: it was, uh, what is word

    Ilya: ass call

    Shane: Oh. Wow.

    or, butt dial and booty call are waaaay too similar for two terms with such wildly different meanings. when ilya accidentally butt dials his biochem tutor in the middle of the night, a miscommunication leads to some unexpected sexting.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane claws at the sheets, drunk on the image of Ilya pounding into him relentlessly.

    Tell me how it feels, Hollander.

    “Feels so good, don’t stop,” Shane whines emphatically, cheek shoved flat against the bed.

    He’s so fucking close, right on the precipice of release. He feels a familiar trembling in his thighs, a spark igniting at the base of his spine. He speeds up even more, rutting against the damp pillow as his orgasm approaches.

    “Ilya, fuck, I’m close, I need -”

    “What do you need, Hollander?”

    Shane’s eyes fly open and his movements screech to a halt, body shooting upright and moving off of the pillow as if it’s burned him. He stares in wide-eyed horror as Ilya smirks at him from the doorway.

    Fuck.

    Shane and Ilya are friends and roommates. When Ilya stumbles upon Shane during some “alone time”, he decides to stick around.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “So,” Ilya then says, sounding the word out slowly, as if tasting it on his tongue. “You cannot jizz? Like you have… medical issue?”

    Shane huffs, shoulders sagging releasing some of the tension he’d been holding onto tightly there.

    “I… don’t know,” he admits quietly. “I’ve never spoke to a doctor about it, it’s too embarrassing.” He swallows and feels his face get warm again. “I can get close though, and… and I can do other stuff just not, well, that.

    Ilya’s mouth teases a smile. “Other stuff?” He enquires. “You mean… how wet you get?”

    Shane’s jaw almost drops into the bedsheets below him before he’s gathering it back up, blinking rapidly at what Rozanov had just said to him.

    Granted, he’d just walked in on him fucking his own ass with a bright pink dildo, but there was still some margin for a little bit of class, wasn’t there?

    or: shane’s never experienced a real orgasm before and ilya is willing to help him out

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    02 Jul 2026

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    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Bottom Ilya and Top Shane:

    1. Because Ilya deserves to come so hard he cries (and Shane will talk him through it)
    2. Because, maybe more importantly, the experience is healing for Shane, whose only experiences with “topping” were in situations where his body didn’t want it.

    This fic is a love letter to my younger self, and a love letter to people who have had sexual experiences just because they thought they had to. I see you.

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    01 Jul 2026

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