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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Hanahaki is the name of a disease that seems like something out of a fairy tale.
    A disease that affects the heart, caused by the complicated emotion called love.
    Flowers that represent those repressed feelings that were pushing to leave the body of the affected person.
    A lethal disease.

    Who would have thought that these days someone could die from a broken heart?

    Ivan, a former idol and aspiring actor, will sadly discover this when his new job brings him into contact with his most admired person: Till.

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ivan could never have guessed Till would have cared for him more than he liked to make others think on the surface. Till's perspective after round 6, leading up to round 7.

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    UNKNOWN just tore up the stage, sweat-soaked and high on adrenaline, with the crowd begging for an encore. What the fans don’t know is the real show starts backstage. After the band exits, Till checks his phone to find a message from Ivan, a rival gothic rockstar with more fans and darker allure. The desire burns. No one, not even his bandmates, knows the truth. The secret affair between the two.

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    As Till closes his eyes, the oncoming darkness almost feels comforting. This way, he can only sense Ivan’s presence by touch. The soft pressure of fingertips. The occasional drag of skin against skin. A slow exhale against his cheeks. Like this, Ivan feels much gentler than he is in real life. It’s different from the moments they sit side-by-side after their scuffles. This quietness doesn’t have to come at the cost of violence.

    (Or: Like clockwork, Ivan and Till find themselves in the same position over and over. Till gets hurt, and Ivan is somehow there to take care of him).

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    27 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Six months after drifting apart post-university, Ivan never expected to find Till again let alone drunk and lost in a club’s haze. One chance night leads to a reunion filled with slow touches, soft words, and the kind of intimacy that only comes from hearts that never stopped aching. Again gay shit goes down.

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    27 Jun 2026