loopybearrr



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
    "...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."

    ---

    Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,837
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    614
    Kudos:
    3,797
    Bookmarks:
    929
    Hits:
    54,194

    22 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    52,370
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    847
    Kudos:
    7,345
    Bookmarks:
    2,475
    Hits:
    117,665

    21 Jul 2026

  3. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane hates losing control and the last several months-years if he's being honest-have been nothing but him trying to grab onto any choice he can make for himself. In the wake of being outed, exiled from the team he's dedicated his life to, and losing everything he's worked so hard for just because of who he fell in love with, Shane does the only thing he can: he runs until he feels like he's far enough away that he can't hear anyone else's opinions.

    It's time for Shane to make a decision, just once, he wants to choose something for himself.
    -

    chapter one can be read as a standalone

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    50,426
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    309
    Kudos:
    2,412
    Bookmarks:
    727
    Hits:
    28,663

    11 Jul 2026

  4. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    127,267
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    5,823
    Kudos:
    25,158
    Bookmarks:
    10,669
    Hits:
    817,093

    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

    Tags
    Summary

    Elders Rozanov and Hollander are paired as missionary companions in Berlin, where the tension between repression and forbidden desire slowly snaps - and what starts as a fumbling, shame-filled encounter spirals into a secret sexual awakening that tests both their faith and their future.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    29,448
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    43
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    434

    12 Jun 2026