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A college AU. Brendon's this close to being homeless on the streets after he fails to secure a new apartment before his eviction date. Luckily his Biology partner, Ryan Ross, (whom he may or may not harbor slightly more than platonic feelings for), steps in and saves his ass.
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16 Jun 2026
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Lover Lover Lover by horrificaesthetic
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
01 Jan 2023
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“Do you always cry when you bottom?” He asks, and I guess it’s also kind of an answer. He moves his hand to my hair again, and I sigh, closing my eyes in a half-hearted attempt to feign exhaustion. It’s too late to sleep again, though. That’s the problem with morning sex marathons: sleeping afterwords fucks up your whole day. “Seriously, I know you didn’t the first time, but then back in New York, I remember...” He trails off, moving his hand down to lightly press on the bruise he left just under my ear last night. The one that’s probably going to be there more often than not for the rest of my life, if we get our way.
I look up at him again, still warm and feeling a little more exposed than before. “Only with you.” I confess quietly.
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I have a lot of thoughts on Ryans relationship with bottoming throughout the series, and this is honestly just an absurdly nsfw exploration of a headcannon that got really out of hand. Takes place between Ryan coming back to Brendons house in Chicago at the end of book 3 and the dinner at Jons in If You Want to Be Common.
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04 Jun 2026
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I'm Gone With The Moon, New With The Sun by nearlylauura
Fandoms: Panic At The Disco, Young Veins, Bandom
29 Apr 2012
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‘What the fuck is going on?’ Brendon screams, voice breaking slightly as he holds back the choking fear. And yeah, okay, Ryan totally understands. He’d freak out if he woke up in some random guy’s arms, not remembering a single second of what happened the day previous. Except he’s not some random guy.
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17 May 2026
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Gerard lives in an apartment building with mostly old people, so when a cute guy his age moves in next door, he's eager to get to know him. But that cute guy is seriously strange.
Like, stealing Gerard's filthy laundry, disappearing for days at a time, frequently covered in mysterious scratches kind of strange.
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27 Nov 2025
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"Oh," Brendon breathed. "Your robot has a stutter. Spencer, that's *adorable*."
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16 Nov 2025