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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    31 May 2026

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    Luca Haas is a professional hockey player who admires Ilya Rozanov. @rollzy is a Tumblr user and Hollanov shipper who allegedly goes to the University of Ottawa. No one will ever connect the dots.

    or: Luca Haas’ rookie year, as told through Tumblr.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    this was actually the best tumblr au i have ever read i think

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    boston lily & associates is an ongoing crack au (canon divergence) text chat fic where Ilya & Shane are both in rival WAG chats.

    The fics included in this series are the long-form offshoots of that text fic. I've put them in the order according to the events of the text fic, but you can read them in whatever order you choose. Wish you could know all about Cabo in rich detail? Or Shane's quick trip to Boston? Now you can, babes!

    From the notes of boston lily & associates:
    Okay listen, I hate the fact that Ilya & Shane kept their relationship a secret for so long and I hate the fact that they both ended up leaving storied franchises because of the secrecy and the drama.

    So we're gonna pretend like that never happened. It's January 2019, my precious sons came out to the public post Scott & Kip, and are living their best lives hating each other on the ice in Boston & Montreal while being happy in love (when Ilya isn't scheming).

    Ilya is a menace but the WAGs are obsessed with him.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    to read later

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    Forty-eight people boarded the charter flight from Raleigh. Only one woke up in a Savannah hospital.

    Ilya Rozanov is the unbreakable Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. Now, he is also the sole survivor of a tragedy that the NHL would rather treat as a PR nightmare than a massacre. With a shattered body and a ghost team, Ilya finds himself at the center of a corporate conspiracy fueled by blood money.

    But he isn't alone. Shane Hollander has always been his greatest rival. Now, he’s his only anchor. Because sometimes, the only way out is through.

    Complete!

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    Hey! The MCD tag is STRICTLY for the death of the Centaurs team, right from the beginning. Neither Ilya nor Shane die at any point in the fic.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    phenomenal writing my soul was crushed in the best way