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Till gave the paper a little shake. “C’mon, princess,” he teased, like his own words didn't have his heart racing. “Please and thank you — you really need me to teach you how to use your manners?”
A muscle jumped in Ivan’s jaw. His gaze flicked from the paper to Till’s grin, then to the floor. “...Thank you.”
“Thank youuuuu….?” he trailed off.
Ivan’s shoulders hiked up around his ears. Till didn't think he’d ever seen Ivan this embarrassed in his life. He was enjoying every second of it. He wished he could pull out his phone to take a picture — or fifty — without Ivan trying to kill him for it. “Thank you, Till.”
till hasn't seen ivan in over a decade, not since the older boy left for college and they drifted apart. now till's got the role as executive assistant to the ceo of anakt co., and till spends most of his waking hours up close and personal with an older, more serious, more perpetually exhausted version of ivan.
till doesn't give much of a shit about the job itself. ivan clearly won't take care of himself, so till will take care of him whether ivan likes it or not.
(ivan likes it. a lot.)
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06 Apr 2026
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Ivan’s in his final year of college—broke, horny, and hopelessly in love with his best friend Till, who’s too busy pining after a lesbian to notice. So when Ivan stumbles on a camboy site while looking for ways to earn quick cash for Till’s birthday gift, he figures: why not?
Enter Navi—masked, shy, and quietly alluring.
To his surprise, people love him. Especially one anonymous viewer: L, one who tips big, praises generously, and always seems to know exactly what Ivan needs to hear.
Under L’s gaze, Ivan discovers that he likes being watched and being... wanted.
He likes being told that he’s pretty and good and that he deserves to be spoiled.
What starts as a one-time experiment becomes addictive and Ivan slowly learns what it means to be desired, to feel powerful, to want.
And when L turns out to be Luka—his dangerously charming, recently graduated senior—Ivan realizes some temptations are better explored offline.
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19 Dec 2025
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Public Bookmark 105
Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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03 Dec 2025
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“You’re interested in his artistic journey, right?” Mizi folded the paper containing Till’s address into Ivan’s palm. “Though I doubt Till sunbae is the best person you could work with, I’m sure starring in one of his passion projects will help your modeling portfolio.”
Ivan’s mouth twitched at the memory. Yeah, adding Till’s name to his portfolio could be his golden ticket to various modeling opportunities.
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03 Dec 2025
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“What are you doing here?” A familiar voice he couldn’t quite place suddenly spoke, uncomfortably close to his ear. Chills ran down Ivan’s spine, snapping him out of his stupor. He shoved his phone back into his coat pocket, and whipped around to face the individual. His obsidian eyes locked with pale gold. Ivan’s already existing feeling of unease morphed into one that was closer to annoyance.
“I heard you were going on a romantic getaway with your boyfriend,” Luka drawled as he twisted a strand of Ivan’s hair around his finger, half lidded eyes piercing his skin. “Ah, that’s right. Crush, not boyfriend. My apologies.”
a study on ivan and luka’s conception of ‘love,’ and how they begin to tread the waters of that unknown together, through the lens of the flower imagery post
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11 Sep 2025