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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    Nakamura is always thinking up plans that'll get him and Hirose closer together... Actually executing those plans, though? That's a different story.

    Only, he never really considers what would happen if Hirose got the ball rolling for him.

    What an unforeseen circumstance!

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    10 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark *

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    'My name is Nakamura Okuto, 15, gay, and in love with my classmate, Hirose Aiki'

    Nakamura wouldn't have thought twice about thinking of himself in this way. That is until a disasterous fated encounter with another gay guy from school makes him realize that life for a gay man is nothing like his BL manga.

    'M-maybe... Even Hirose would be disgusted...'

    That other boy may be the only one who can understand. Nakamura needs someone to understand.

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    06 May 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    Nakamura loved two things:

    1. Icchan, his red octopus: compulsive aquarium rearranger, LEGO collector, and quite possibly the first cephalopod in recorded history to moonlight as a therapist. He listened to every one of Nakamura's rambles about the light-haired boy without a single flicker of judgment. An excellent quality in a confidant.
    2. Hirose, who carried a laugh Nakamura had memorized like a song — warm, funny, and entirely unaware that Nakamura found something to fall for in even the way Hirose breathed.

    The two of them were the axis his world turned on.

    Then Icchan gets sick.

    Nakamura starts losing sleep, skipping meals, researching symptoms until his fingers ache, slowly sinking while he tries to keep the axis in place. And because the universe clearly has an outstanding score to settle with him — this is exactly when Hirose decides to start paying attention. Now Nakamura has to keep Icchan alive, keep himself upright, and figure out what to do with the boy of his dreams offering to help for the very first time.

    Hirose, for his part, only wanted to help. He hadn't expected to learn how to care for a sick octopus — nor to realize he might be taking care of two things at once.

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    21 May 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Okuto Nakamura, a shy guy who reads BL and is in love with Aiki Hirose. No matter how hard he tries to get closer to Hirose, he just can't do it. So instead, he focuses on not embarrassing himself in front of Hirose and instead trying to befriend him.

    Aiki Hirose, an outgoing guy who is friends with everyone. That one day realizes that he loves Nakamura much more than a friend. But has no idea what to do and is barely understanding his own feelings. Despite being social and popular, he has no idea how to talk to Nakamura about maybe liking guys and having a crush on him.

    So who helps out? Nakamura's family!

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    A series of chapters of different characters from different fandoms- who are Nakamura's 'family'- help Hirose go for it!

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    06 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    During their sophomore year, Hirose notices that Nakamura has stopped being clingy. Their frequent walks home are slowly disappearing, and even their lunches are rare as Nakamura always excuses himself to eat alone while reading his BL.

    Well, that's what Hirose thinks, until he sees Nakamura hanging out with a freshman during lunchtime.

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    27 May 2026

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