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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    Shane was ripping himself off of Ilya’s lap. He was pleading with Hollander. I mean, not begging, but in his own, subtle way, Ilya was begging Shane to stay.

    Ignore that I called you Shane. I didn’t mean it. I’m sorry. I don’t want you to leave me. We were having such a good night. I don’t want to lose this. I need this. You make me feel like I really am a real man.

    Except all that came out of Ilya’s mouth was a pleading “Hollander…” in that thick, Russian accent, as Shane pulled his clothes back on in a frenzy, forgetting his phone on the table as he ran out.

     

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    Ilya domdropping after the Tuna Melt scene, Shane coming to the rescue and letting Ilya do whatever he feels like he needs, as well as gender affirmation of his man!

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “Bless me, Father,” Shane said, voice steady out of habit. “For I have sinned.”

    Ilya Rozanov is an eighteen-year-old who was sent to a Catholic all-boys boarding school by his dad to straighten his messy behavior, where he meets the religious boy who knows nothing but to repent to his sins at least once or thrice a week.

    Shane Hollander believed that praying every night and putting God first is what matters over everything, and boys who are like Ilya are resented by the nuns and the church.

    In a place built to mold boys into men of God, some sins are harder to confess.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Vi and Caitlyn couldn't be any more different. Caitlyn comes from a prestigious background, she does ballet in her free time and is friends with all the popular girls, while Vi works overtime on top of trying to not get behind on her classes just to make ends meet and care for her family.

    After coincidence (fate?) brings them together, both of them find themselves drawn to the other in ways they can't explain just yet, and as whatever it is between them unfolds, Vi and Caitlyn will discover more about themselves than they could have ever imagined.

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    03 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    He couldn’t give up. He wouldn’t give up. Not in the pursuit of this dream. Deeper and deeper into darkness and madness he went, searching, searching, until one day…

     

    After years of toiling alone in the depths of Abyss’ darkness, Claude has done it. With Failnaught’s heart to power the spell, he bends time itself and launches himself into the past. He’ll stop the war. Stop his Deer from dying. Stop Hilda from dying.

    The bright-eyed schemer is long dead. After being flung back in time to his younger self’s body, he’s lost. His trauma and years of isolation are in the way of change. He can’t act ‘normal’. He can’t even act like Claude… He never thought to save himself. Too late for that now. (Right?) Steeped in Nabatean magic, he’s having side effects on top of everything else. The Golden Deer aren’t buying his act, the Nabateans are sniffing him out, Dimitri can see his 'ghost', and he can’t stop the leak of old pain and memories.

     

    He wasn't a man who gave up on his dreams. He wasn't a man who accepted defeat. He fought and clawed and screamed against destiny, and now that he was here... now that he was finally here... he would be damned if he blew it.

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    14 Nov 2024