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    Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”

    Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”

    Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!” 

    “A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”

    “That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”

    Or: After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya loses faith in the idea that Shane will come out quickly and decides to make a wild move and agrees on a trade to Vancouver. Can these two idiots in love find their way back to each other?

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    For eighty years, Shane Hollander has made all the right decisions. Putting hockey above everything, abstaining from cake and lemonade and chicken parmesan. And never kissing boys, especially Russian boys with crooked grins who always saw right through him. This restraint has secured Shane a legacy as one of the greatest players of all time. Everything he ever wanted, and somehow never enough.

    Ilya Rozanov is long dead, lost to fire and water in a plane crash half a century ago. But at the end of his carefully controlled life, Shane can’t stop dreaming about him, haunted by echoes of what might have been.

    Given a chance to change the past, Shane has to decide what really matters: hockey, or the only bad decision he was ever tempted to make.

    or: fate and Irina Rozanov have unexpectedly romantic sensibilities, time travel is all it’s cracked up to be, and maybe, just maybe, some lovers (no, Ilya that’s gross) are meant to find each other in every universe.

    💫a time travel AU

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    17 Jun 2026

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    "You caught them doing what?" Shane gasped, eyes darting around the empty rink as if they might pop up from behind an empty seat. "In the locker room?"

    "Mm, in showers," Ilya nodded, smile teasing as he added, "reminded me of old times."

    "Fuck off," Shane grumbled, punching Ilya playfully in the shoulder. "Did you tell them how inappropriate that is? How-"

    "Moy lyubimiy, I did not stay to chat, is bad manners," Ilya sighed, pulling his Omega against his chest despite the grumbling. "I will give very stern talking to later. No one will ever dare to get off in showers but us."

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    Or, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are leading the centaurs to their second Stanley Cup and enjoying a love lived out in the open. It's not always easy. Ilya's still learning to be an Alpha. Shane's still learning to let him. Luca Haas is still a busy body and Troy Barrett definitely needs therapy, but everyone is working on it. They're a team and they're keeping it together on the road to success... kind of.

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    "Regardless of your personal reasons for choosing someone like me, I promise to do anything the situation requires.” Shane lost his train of thought as something shifted in Ilya’s expression.

    He pushed past the stumble. “Um—If you aren’t satisfied at any point in the process, tell me and I'll make it right. That’s my professional guarantee.”

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    Shane is living with sunshine and rainbows trying to organize and plan his wedding to Ilya, meanwhile Ilya is living in a tragedy thinking that Shane will call off the wedding, so cute and sweet! Boston is mean to Ilya and Montreal is decent to Shane. Second work in the series is the social media reactions to the first work.

    “After the tuna melt debacle, but before Rose, Ilya makes the reckless decision to go to a gay bar to take his mind off of Shane. When photographs get published, Shane has a realization and devises a plan: he's going to ask Ilya Rozanov to marry him.

    Ilya's going through enough without things he can't have being dangled in front of him. He needs to figure out a different way to avoid going home, because eventually Shane Hollander will realize what Ilya already knows: Ilya isn't worth what Shane wants to do for him.”