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Sirius Black is larger than life, impossible to ignore. He smokes, drinks, kisses halfbloods, and laughs like he’s above it all.
His friends think that makes him brave, rebellious and intoxicating in all the right ways.But they’d be horrified if they knew what really went on in his head.
If they saw the real himThe part that still said "yes, sir" when called. The part that still bled for his brother. The part that wondered if he was already too much like them to get out clean.
He works hard to keep the two versions of himself separate. But it’s starting to feel like a losing battle.
Especially when Remus Lupin is looking at him like he might see past the performance— and doesn’t flinch.
“Remember the garden party? When she hexed us over ruining our jackets—”
“Must’ve dreamed that,” Sirius said, too smooth.
Because this was a Gryffindor party, and Gryffindors didn’t talk like that.
Didn’t get hexed by their mothers and call it normal.OR
A canon-compliant, coming-of-age longfic, spanning 1974 to 1979. Found family. Poor coping mechanisms. Slow burn Wolfstar. Morally grey Sirius.
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My perspective of the events rights after Michael defeats Poseidon.
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Cole convinces Jackie to be together for just one night, but one night leaves a lasting disaster that Skylar and Grace help sort out.
This is set in an alternate timeline some time after the end of S2
Includes overprotective Cole, Jackie and Kathrine moments, Alex and Kiley as a couple, Grace and Skylar being awesome best freinds, and, of course, many Walter boys.
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“You have your own family here. You have James and his parents, Remus, Peter, Lily, Dorcas…”
“Do I have you?” Sirius asked, raising his hands to cover hers.
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At the end of their fifth year of Hogwarts, the likelihood of Lily Evans and Sirius Black becoming mates was about as good as Lily Evans accepting James Potter’s invitation to Hogsmeade – not bloody likely. The pair of Marauders might have been her housemates, but they were not her friends. Not even after she stopped speaking to Severus had she considered them anything more than a pair of irritants.
But at the start of their sixth year, it seemed that the universe had other plans.
When you mix some tension into a warzone, you’re bound to find that there are some people who can’t sleep at night. As she stared dejectedly at the crossword, Lily looked up to see Sirius Black slouching into the Common Room, alone, a hand towel pressed to his nose, soaking up blood. He had a swollen cheek, and seemed to be limping.
“Are you alright?” She asked, standing up as he crossed the room.
“Brilliant,” Sirius muttered, heading for the dormitory stairs. He stopped suddenly, to look at the crossword in the dim light of the fire. “Dragon’s blood.”
“What?”
“Fourteen down. On the crossword? It’s three of the twelve uses of dragon’s blood.”
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JJ never thought he deserved to be saved—until he jumped into the storm to save Sarah. Now, with nothing but miles of sand ahead, old wounds bleeding and new ones threatening to swallow him whole, JJ must decide if he’s ready to stop running.
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A rewrite of S4 E9 following JJ, starting with his and Pope's heartbreaking conversation on the ship, and all the moments we missed out on in between that moment and "Brothers for life" (+ extended scene after that bc we can't get enough JJ and JB).
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- Part 3 of Home Was Never a Place
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request by editzpotter:
"Could you please write about JJ saving Sarah in 4x9?
I was really disappointed that they just washed up on the beach, as if they hadn't almost died a few hours ago. I love JJ and Sarah’s friendship and the fact that he saved her and her baby from drowning while his own mom died “drowned with her baby” is insane to me and I wish they had explored it more and shown us how they survived and how they managed to find the others."Here we are!!! a VERY long fic about how JJ and Sarah survived the storm in 4x09, and how they eventually got back to The Pogues.
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- Part 40 of Outer Banks
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/ˈdɑpəlˌɡɛŋəɹ/ · noun. a person who is almost identical to another.
almost being the operative word.
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Walburga has had it with the Heir Apparent, and forces Regulus to drink Polyjuice Potion to pretend to be Sirius at Hogwarts. How hard could it be to impersonate Sirius Black, the most obnoxious brother known to man?
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Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call by katekatreads
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
31 Dec 2024
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Sirius inhaled slowly, trying to absorb the warmth of Potter Manor into his lungs, maybe even his soul. “Regulus loves snow,” Sirius said quietly, and it physically pained him to say the name. “I hope he can see it.”
James nodded seriously, “I’m sure he can, Pads. Sure he had a proper White Christmas.”
“He’d always want to go outside without his cloak when we were kids,” Sirius continued quietly, as if the snow was softening his voice from all the way outside, “I always had to put his winter cloak on for him. He wouldn’t let anyone else do it but me.”
James leaned closer, grabbing Sirius’s hand in his own.
“Bloody idiot would catch frostbite if it wasn't for me.”
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Sirius's first Christmas after he ran away. Inspired by Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call by the Bleachers
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“You should run away,” Regulus whispers and Sirius finds himself endeared, despite everything
“I don’t have anywhere to go,” Sirius whispers back.
Regulus does not know the details of what happened between Sirius and his friends last semester but Sirius thinks he might be close to understanding the severity of it. If it had just been a petty argument Sirius would have ran. He would have gone to James and let his friend keep him hidden and safe.
But it hadn’t just been an argument. Sirius had betrayed Remus and in doing so he had disappointed James as well and there was nothing he could do to make it right. He knows that if he went to James, he would let him stay despite it all but Sirius did not deserve his help. And on top of it all, it would have hurt Remus, who has always been unsure if James and Sirius loved him as much as they loved each other. Sirius does not want to hurt Remus again.
He will not hurt him again.
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When he was a child, Sirius wanted nothing more than to follow in the footsteps of his favourite cousin.
This desire will not last.
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If I Only Had the Words (To Tell You) by StrawberrySootSprites
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
19 Jan 2026
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The first time it happened, he threw up.
Not afterwards.
He threw up while he was still inside her.
It had pooled over the edge of the bed, sick and orange. Filled with the remnants of his dinner. He remembered staring at the mess, eyes unfocused and wet. His hair had stuck to the sides of his face, salty with sweat and tears.
Disgusting.
And wrong.
All of it was wrong.
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The summer before his fifth year, Walburga decides to take the matter of the Black family heir into her own hands. Sirius is merely a pawn. A means to an end. A tool. But the woman he's been engaged to is almost twice his age. Not that Walburga cares. Not that any of them care.
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And he's in love with Remus.
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- Part 1 of Vienna Waits For You
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What if the Order tried harder? What if they put in enough work and trust to become like a family? Could stronger ties and their combined gifts help them become a different kind of force?
And how would things change for Harry and Sirius if their bond could grow even stronger?
Let's explore! The times are dark, but the fire can keep burning.
The story starts in the summer before the fifth year.
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Sirius Black grew up in darkness, his friends show him the light but every light burns out eventually and the darkness will always come creeping back in.
Written for Whumptober Day 24 - 'I Never Knew Daylight Could Be So Violent'
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- Part 24 of Sokeyy's Whumptober 2024
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The one where John B realizes how much JJ cares about him, and tries to understand what it means and how he will deal with it. Spoilers: it has a happy ending.
John B looks over to Sarah. She’s beautiful, with her long hair, and the face that he knows so well. He’s kissed every inched of her, and would do it all over again, for eternity. He loves her. He just, he really loves her.
She’s incredible. She’s so good, and even when he hates her, when he blames her and when all the anger comes pouring out of him, and onto her, he still loves her. That’s the girl he married. That is the girl he will always love.But then Kie says it. “You didn’t see him. You didn’t see it.” And she says it like it means something more. Like there’s something she won’t talk about, a secret that is not meant for him.
So John B looks over to JJ.
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JJ knew that at one point John B would fall apart.
He knew it and he promised himself that he’d be there.
But there’s only so much that one person could do until they broke down themselves.____
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The whole month of October, Halloween in particular, on Kildare Island is always a pain in Heyward’s ass. He has enough to worry about with Pope losing his scholarship and his wild friends. Once again he finds his wife piling food onto a plate for JJ Maybank. This sparks a memory of the beginning of his son’s friendship and a Halloween from his past when he realized what the Maybank kid’s life is actually like.
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- Part 5 of Harboring Heywards
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She kneels down, and puts a gentle hand on him, lips pursed tightly and a sinking feeling in her chest. Kiara’s got one of his hands in her own, bloodied and shaking.
And Cleo just knows.
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There’s a moment when JJ knows it’s over. Between the cops whispering, Sarah’s Dad being led away by SBI, and the death-like quiet that falls over the tent, there’s no way they get their happy ending.
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- Part 1 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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All he really remembers was his face. It must have taken hours- more than hours, maybe days for all he could tell, and he swears that JJ’s heart hadn’t beaten for at least a couple of them, and John B’s along with it.
What could he say; all of them were pretty much masters at CPR now.
Or: against all odds, JJ survives