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Jihoon has always lived like he’s bracing for impact—quiet, composed, and wound too tightly to ever let anyone close. He’s used to being misunderstood, used to shrinking himself before the world can do it for him. Affection feels foreign, vulnerability like a trap.
Then Soonyoung happens—unapologetically present, patient in all the right ways, and somehow always knowing when to show up. He doesn’t fix Jihoon. He just stays long enough for Jihoon to realize he’s allowed to feel.
And maybe Soonyoung is the medication to his miserable curse.
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verkwan au where seungkwan forgets about his relationship with vernon, and vernon answer his questions like crossword puzzle
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his chest is tight, and his lips are already parting to meet yushi’s before he can think better of it.
because it’s always like this.
because if yushi asks riku always gives.
and really, if ryo really wanted to prevent this from happening he should have switched places with riku earlier, so this is sort of his fault in a way.(or: the answer to everyone’s question of why yushi woke up wearing riku’s shirt in wish’s wish ep. 3)
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Jihoon shrugged again, almost lazily. “Have you ever fucked another man?”
“What?!” Soonyoung's voice cracked like he’d been slapped.
Jihoon didn’t blink. Just kept looking at him with that same neutral expression, like they were discussing lunch.
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20 Oct 2025
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“I feel stupid,” Jihoon admitted. “Who has a sexuality crisis at thirty?”
Soonyoung reached again for his soju and took a slow swig. “More people than you’d think.”
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Suho positions the cigarette between his lips, wraps his mouth around it and takes a deep drag. The bitterness deliberately engulfs his mouth, reaches for his lungs, and settles for a brief second. He doesn't exhale right away, instead, he cups Sieun’s jaw, tugging him until they’re mere inches apart.
He coaxes Sieun with a finger to his chin, urging him to part his lips. He does, he gapes his mouth, patiently waiting for further instructions. Suho releases the smoke into his mouth, whispering out a small ‘breath’ in the process.
Sieun inhales the smoke as advised, he seals his mouth shut, and mimics what Suho does earlier, allowing the smoke to extend and reach every corner of his mouth, only breathing out when he feels lightheaded. The smoke that exits his throat coats Suho’s face, fogging his vision, but he doesn't budge, simply stares Sieun down as he rubs soothing circles to his jaw.
"Good boy," he praises, "you did so well."
Or, Suho's desire to earn Sieun's attention is strong, and shotgunning is the only way to do it.
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what happened after joshua and dokyeom went to their dorm from youngji's no prepare show