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    “No.” Your voice was stern, your eyes didn’t even look up from the plate in front of you. A healthy helping of roasted potatoes being pushed around by the metal fork in your hand.

    “I am offering you a hefty sum of gold,” the man’s voice pleaded with you.

    “I am well aware of the amount you offer, but you must think me mad to go anywhere near Miroh.”

    “Thrice the amount, then.”

    You paused.

    Swallowing your mouthful of food, you placed your fork back on the table. Tonguing your cheek and shifting on your seat.

    Individually, you cracked each knuckle on both hands, your mind reeling.

    “Explain the job to me once more.”

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    15 Nov 2025

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    Hands down, this book is so fucking good and I'm so distraught that it hasn't been updated recently. I hope the author is doing okay and eventually comes back to finish the book because this is a fucking dream.

    10/10

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    Minho wasn’t getting any younger, though he wasn’t necessarily a ticking time bomb, he was still not interested in jumping from job to job. He wanted a stable, whole pack, a place to belong where he didn’t need to worry about stability or fight for it. And though he didn’t need it, he wanted it. And that was a good summary of his power—he didn’t need one. But he wanted one.

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    Chan hires Minho to be the omega caretaker his omegas need.

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    29 Mar 2022

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    this book is honestly one of my favorites, despite it not being finished. i literally count the days until a new chapter is posted and i love it more and more as time passes.
    the book for me is healing and understanding in ways i never thought i'd be able to experience, i always cry when i get through a particularly rough part but come out feeling like i learned something new.

    the love i have for this book is sparking a love i can find within in myself, this book untimely teaches me to take better care of myself and my well-being. to choose me over everything else.

    ∞/10

  3. Rec 92

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    the last thing jeongguk expects when he walks into the apartment on a random thursday afternoon is to see his boyfriend cuddling with another man

    in which jeongguk learns to deal with the storm that is jimin and taehyung. (and also maybe ends up loving it)

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    05 Sep 2024

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    this is such a good book. as someone who is fighting to understand their romantic attraction and platonic attraction, this is such a good book i could cry.

    jimin is literally who i want to be when i get older, i have a friend (or two) that i love just like he loves taehyung but i also want to pursue a romantic relationship. i'm just so glad there is a book out there that can explain how i feel.

    10/10

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    Chan waited; bidding his time for the perfect moment to escape. And when it came to be, he went feral, leaving an unapologetic blood bath in his wake. However, in his escape, the elements weren't kind to him, and after wandering a frozen hellscape in the midst of his first heat, he succumbed to winter's frostbitten kiss.

    Enter Minho and Changbin who stumble across Chan’s frigid, lifeless form in the snow, only to imprint when they lay eyes on him. But fate isn't so kind, because Chan’s history has engendered a personal hatred for alphas. Can he learn to love and trust not only the omegas and betas of his new pack, but the alphas as well? Or, will Chan's past forever haunt him.

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    03 Sep 2024

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    ohhhhhh, this book? this book right here? ATE THE FUCK DOWNNNNNNNN I! LOVE! THIS! BOOK! GET IT TATTOOED ON MY FOREHEAD I LOVE IT!

    like in true me fashion, i always read the hard hitting book with all the realistic problems but this was soooooo good. the trauma was just *chef's kiss* AND THEN THE HEALING JOURNEY??!?!? AHHHHH I COULD SCREAM IT WAS SO GOOD!

    sigh...im not coming back to this book tho, i need like 6 months of pure unawareness before i come back because the 2nd experience needs tod be fresh~

    10000000000000000/10

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    Nobody is sure why but currently Chan is hyper focused on Han. Usually at the start of his rut the alpha's attention naturally falls on one of the omegas. Usually aggressively courting a willing Seungmin or Felix and going a round or two with them. The rest of the pack joins to take care of Chan when he's more clear headed and not as feral and vulnerable to his instincts. Which is why everyone is confused that he seems to want Jisung, the packs only beta.

    Or Jisung learns to really appreciate the omegas

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    26 Jun 2024

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    AND EVERYBODY CHEERED FOR CHANSUNG !!!!!!

    truth be told, i loved this book way too much. i already have a soft spot for betas so beta x alpha where the alpha wants to be with the beta so much, his rut is centered around the beta!?!?!? OFC IMMA EAT IT UP!

    ngl, after the rut, the book lost me but i think it was because i was lost in the chansung sauce and was not open to anything else...but that's alright, just means i will go back to read again!