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Grief is a heavy thing. Fearne has held fast to the belief that a burden shared is a burden halved for a very long time, and when her very best blue friend starts crumbling under the weight of loss, distant emotionally but within arms reach, she reaches out to the other, across an ocean but as close as ever, and hatches a plan. It’s simple, really. Invite Orym to stay with her for a few months after his guard post with the Tempest ends, and set him loose on Dorian.
And, well, she didn’t exactly mean for Dorian’s front door to get kicked down in the process, but it wasn’t like it was her fault!
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Dorian spent his time in Zephrah getting well acquainted with the popular local scents. He sees no problem in not telling Orym about this, because why would it matter?
Of course, the first time he uses the oil, Orym short circuits.
Fearne watches from a distance, giggling to herself and watching her boys finally figure out they love each other. And her! They better not forget about her just because they’re like, in love or whatever.
Updated for rewrites and editing 03/10/2025
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Sad Love Songs and Come Hither Whistles by j_tearbug
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
22 Oct 2024
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Jester Lavorre was, currently, Dorian’s favorite person and greatest enemy.
Jester Lavorre had given Orym a small ocarina. Dorian had only ever seen the full sized ones, the ones with sixteen holes that barely fit in two of his hands, and he was well aware that they grew higher in pitch as they shrank in size, but the small, white clay whistle in the shape of a heart that Orym, whiskey flush high on his cheeks and a bright grin on his face, was playing, was nothing like Dorian had ever seen.
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Cas is having a bad day, okay, he has a headache and can’t put his glasses back on and he could’ve sworn the person who sits near him in Chem lab (what the hell is up with his professor, by the way) is female. Turns out he’s kind of amazing… and has a lovely voice… and wasn’t Cas on the verge of a breakdown a second ago?
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Captain America is a misogynist, right? (-any conservative who knew nothing about Steve Rogers) by j_tearbug
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
22 Mar 2024
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Steve stumbles into sex work, then trips into sort-of being a dad, signs off the rights to dirty pictures of him after he dies, and promptly forgets about it until he wakes up from a suicide-attempt-induced coma and the Smithsonian opens an explicit exhibit about Steve Rogers pre-Captain America.
Oh, and a lot of inner conflict.
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Sex, Drugs, and Nickleback by j_tearbug
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
22 Mar 2024
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Shane stares at the fabric in his hands and takes a deep breath. He’ll never hear the fucking end of it if he wears this thing out. He’ll never hear the end of it if he doesn’t.
Lose-lose, really.
A whoop sounds out behind him as Shane slips the jersey over his head. It sits awkwardly, though he can’t tell if that’s because the material is brand new or because his body won’t relax. It’s hot, as if the fabric lettering on the back is branding his skin. As if he’ll take off the jersey and be marked for life:
ROZANOV. 81.Shane wears Ilya's jersey out in public. Ilya has very strong feelings about it.
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feel your heart beating on my skin by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Their eyes lock, and for a moment the only sound in the room is their panting. The moment feels heavy, stretched thin, like both of them are waiting for it to snap.
And then Shane slaps him.
It’s not too hard - probably not even enough to leave a mark - but the sting of it is the spark that lights the flame. Ilya’s eyes roll back inside his head. His mouth drops open in a silent gasp as ecstasy rolls through his body like a forest fire, scorching every one of his nerve endings with white-hot desire.
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09 Jul 2026
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OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse) by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Jan 2026
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07 Jul 2026
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Getting weird about jewelry.
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05 Jul 2026
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Shane has been trying to figure out how to ask Ilya to stop using condoms. He finally works up the courage the night Boston eliminates Montreal from the playoffs.
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05 Jul 2026