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sohi
Do u wanna get off lolAnton lifts his head up so quickly that it bangs against his door, but he doesn’t even register the pain. What? He wipes his eyes, absolutely sure that he read Sohee’s message wrong. After a few blinks, the words are still there staring back at him almost menacingly. What the fuck is happening.
Or, Anton enjoys birthday boy Sohee's denial of affection a little bit too much, but luckily some assistance is provided.
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bad days and better days by illuchan
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
05 Mar 2021
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It was strange, when these moments struck, because Shen Yuan always thought there wasn't much to miss from his old life. Aside from his family, he had lost most of his friends long ago, and there were no romantic prospects to speak of. He didn’t live some terrible life, nothing like the original Shen Qingqiu, but there wasn’t much to go back to.
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paper thin plans by illuchan
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
18 Dec 2020
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Wangji tries every meditation technique he’s learned in his life, but there’s an insistent train of thought that just won’t leave. It seems to grow more vicious in the dark, silent, cold of the room.
Wei Ying is dead.
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maybe, illumi thought in a secret corner of his mind only explored in the dead of night, if he had been able to hold his breath for longer at the age of nine, if he had awoken a fraction a second earlier when silva stood over his bed those nights, his parents would never have even had another child. there would have been no need; illumi would have been perfect.
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- Part 1 of heir
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illumi zoldyck wasn't allowed to have things.
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Just Let Me Hold You While We're Falling Apart by Hellobeany
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.
Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.
“Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.
Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.
Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.
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04 Jul 2026
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a memory in us by meebles (firelord_zutara)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, you don’t actually want to watch these, I promise. They’re just boring old kiddy games.”
Ilya blinks. “Shane. Are you trying to tell me that I will not like something because it is ‘boring’? I think we have plenty of evidence that this is simply not true, no?”
Shane fixes him with his most withering glare. “Well, if I’m calling something boring, imagine how boring it actually is.”
“I know you are trying to trick me, Hollander,” Ilya states, raising a single brow. “But you will not deny me my right as your husband to see baby Shane in his tiny little skates.”
Or: Shane and Ilya watch some of Shane’s old home movies. It leads to a few revelations.
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28 Jun 2026
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every brilliant thing by dreamlike_camelia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Apr 2026
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Ilya started the list when he was seven years old. Then, it was a single sheet of lined paper, the header Потрясающие вещи written in blue marker. Potryasayushchiye veshchi. Brilliant things. Wonderful things, amazing things.
The first few entries were easy. Simple.
#1: Пломбир. [Ice cream.]
#2: Собаки. [Dogs.]
#3: Катание на коньках. [Ice skating.]
#4: Жёлтый цвет. [The color yellow.]
#5: Библиотекарь в школе. [The librarian at school.]- - -
Ilya makes a list for his mother, a list of everything in the world that is brilliant. Of course, he didn't know then how it would continue to change his life more than twenty years later.
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- Part 1 of the collector and the angel
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15 Apr 2026
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“I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”
“Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.
“Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”
“I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”
“Ha, ha.”
“Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”
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Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.
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11 Apr 2026
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i'm afraid and relentless in my craving by Little_White_Lie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Mar 2026
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Ilya looked at the mannequin and told himself he was thinking about it for Shane. Shane would look pretty in this. That was why Ilya wanted it, because he was picturing Shane’s waist nipped in like that, Shane’s long legs covered in silk. The color would look good on him.
It would look better on Ilya.
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