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    In 2012, Shane learns of the dangers faced by gay and bisexual men in Russia. He becomes determined to protect Ilya. This changes everything.

    The full story stretches over the next several years, but each year will be posted as an individual story, as I finish them.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's secret relationship had just been outed via Hayden's FanMail video. Except, to the players and coaches far and wide, it's not much of a secret...

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    13 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    "Tears pool, again. I jam the letter back in its hiding spot and lock the drawer. I repeat the mantra I internalised years ago; Hannah Wells is my best friend and I will not be the guy who spoils that by wanting more. I’ll hurt her. She deserves better."

    John Logan, Garrett Graham's best friend, asked him if it was okay to ask Hannah Wells, Garrett's other best friend, out on a date. Garrett had said yes. He wouldn't be weird about this. He was fine.

    Garrett isn't fine with this. Because Garrett has been in love with Hannah, his best friend since they were both five years old, for as long as he can remember. He never found the courage to confess, too afraid he'd hurt her, and now Garrett can feel the future he once envisioned with Hannah slipping away from him.

    But even if he isn't fine, Garrett will pretend he is. Because what matters is that the two people he cares about more than anyone else are happy.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “We could…be friends, maybe.” Shane’s voice was small, hesitant on almost every sound.

    “Wha–” Ilya’s reply was less of a word and more of a stupid, confused noise like he’d been punched. A punch probably would’ve caught him less off guard than what Shane actually said.

    “Y’know, text about the hockey gossip? You call, I answer? Friends.”

    Something terrifyingly bright exploded into Ilya’s chest. Something dangerous, that felt like maybe it could keep him warm through the summer in Russia, through the chill that permeated his childhood home no matter how warm it was outside.

    “And also we like to suck each other’s dicks,” he quipped, trying to deflect.

    “Fuck off, Rozanov.”

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    Drunk and young and stupid, Shane and Ilya choose to be honest - just a little bit. To lean into each other, instead of apart. What happens if they choose to be a little bit brave on a Vegas rooftop in 2011, and keep choosing it?

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    04 Jul 2026

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    What if after tuna melts, whispered names and the Rose of it all - in a post All Stars Game world - Shane thinks the world is finally starting to make sense again to him. Once the ground is firm under his feet - or so he thinks anyway - it's turns out to be less than stable? What if when Shane was getting his hook ups in Mexico and Hollywood - he wasn’t as unnoticed as he had originally thought?

    When Montreal shows it’s true colors sooner, a No Trade Clause is waived and Boston gets an opportunity to build a dynasty that rivals the one of their largest rivals up North.

    What if Shane and Ilya’s worlds are turned upside down and things with their over 8 year long situationship (now maybe relationship?) suddenly got more complicated and somehow simplified at the same time? Shane honestly thinks this is possibly the most ‘them’ resolution to a situation he has ever found. Ilya is just doing his best - he thinks. Maybe.

    Also, the Power Play in Boston is about to be the thing of nightmares, if a certain Russian can stop blocking Shane's damn shot…

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    03 Jul 2026