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    Shane Hollander Rozanov is many things: a devoted father, a loving husband, and currently, a pregnant omega stranded in a restaurant with his three-year-old daughter because nobody believes he's married to the owner.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Shane, this is Anatoly Petrov and his husband—”

    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane blurts out before he can stop himself. Shane's shocked to see him now, a ghost plucked right out of his teenage years, his pre-MHL hockey days. He's even more shocked to see the modesty collar on Rozanov.

    “Petrov,” the woman introducing them finishes weakly. “His husband, Ilya Petrov.”

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    Or: When Ilya is outed as an Omega, he's forcibly married off before he has the chance to break free and become an international hockey star. Years after the single game they played against one another, Shane and Ilya encounter each once again, and Shane helps Ilya escape the cage of his marriage.

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    12 May 2026

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    After a cryptic pregnancy (resulting in the birth of their son during a game) outs them, Ilya moves to Montreal to be with Shane.

     

    Now the entire world knows about them, and they get to be a real family. Sounds perfect, right? Right?!

    But when is it ever that simple.

     

    ORRRR....

    Part one of The Plan C Sequel! <3

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    04 May 2026

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    Shane has known since they met that Ilya Rozanov was the endgame. The painful path to get there was always going to be their biggest problem.

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    Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp at 12 years old. They grow together, learn languages, learn they are soulmates, but for the sake of their careers choose to resist their bond and only hook up when their paths cross. A story of 9+ years of feeling half- alive and wildly in love, of grief, of endlessly pining, seeking the other, and how their sun-drenched happy ending was always waiting in the wings.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    “Ilya Rozanov?” Shane Hollander, an awkward teenager, bundled up in the Canadian cold, looking at her son with a friendly smile.

    And, well. If she parted the clouds, made the sun shine a little brighter, and picked up the wind for the exact moment that her boy looked up to see the love of his life, who could blame her.

    This is it, she rustled the leaves at their feet. This is him. Take a good look at him, Ilyusha, she put her hand on his chest, and filled it with warmth. He’s the one.

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    Irina Rozanova as her son's guardian angel, from death til dawn.

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    21 Apr 2026