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“好吧，以利亚，我想这样你也许不会认为我只是保护了。”丹尼尔说着扶起了贝莱垂下去的头。
“你要做什么？”贝莱有些不解的问，他还没有完全闭上嘴，丹尼尔的头突然凑近了些许。
“唔？！”贝莱惊讶的睁大眼睛，丹尼尔湛蓝的眼睛注视着他，两人的唇紧紧的贴在一起，又在贝莱还没有反应过来的时候松开了。
“我想这样的话你愿意相信了吧？”丹尼尔扶着贝莱的肩膀说，“不只是人类会爱上机器人，以利亚伙伴，机械也会爱上人类，你懂吗？我爱你，以利亚，就像你爱我一样。
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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continuity errors/tuesday again by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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The first thing you should know about time loops is that they’re really fucking hard to break. The second thing is that you can never break one in such a way that it is incapable of returning.
The third thing you should know is that everyone around you has probably been stuck in a time loop at one point or another, and they made it out alive. This is only comforting if you’re a numbers guy, or if you’re the kind of guy who talks to others about how it feels to live the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again.
Shame if you’re not; the most important thing you should know about breaking a time loop is that it helps to tell someone you’re trapped in one in the first place.
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- Part 11 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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- English
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- 32,873
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
18 Apr 2026
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五星，家政老师将Ilya的抑郁症比喻成土拨鼠之日，描述黑暗痛苦的过程很细腻，让人喘不过气来的压抑，但两人争吵并一起探索解决方案的过程又很动人，Shane总是给人惊喜总是迅速找到目标并执行。在这个时间线上，飞机失事时看见私信的Shane以为Ilya做了什么并失去了他，所以在更衣室就立即崩溃了，很想看到这部分QAQ
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Ilya Rozanov在选秀中被波士顿队以第一顺位挑中，但他父亲不愿意让他去美国，暗中使绊子让他的签证泡了汤。他只能回俄罗斯，永远留在那里——Shane Hollander觉得，这不对。
这件事不对到让Shane没法坐视不管，哪怕这是他这辈子做过最出格、也是唯一一次不计后果的事。他偷偷和Rozanov结了婚，既帮他留下来，也让他有机会申请加拿大公民身份。
Shane给自己设定了五年计划，一步一步把他带到那里。有计划在，就不会出任何差错，对吧？只要计划周密，婚姻只是挂个名，就不会有感情掺和进来。Rozanov那边不会，Shane这边自然也不会。
对吧？？？
（换句话说，这是一个Shane Hollander如何爱上自己名义上丈夫的故事。）
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14 Apr 2026
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there is no heart for me like yours的中译
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Babe for the Weekend - Hollanov by Wellington28
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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Ilya was going to murder him.
He should have just corrected Scott. Should have said, "No, that's my best friend, we grew up together." Simple. But instead he'd agreed to bring his nonexistent boyfriend on the trip like an idiot.
How was he going to talk Ilya into this?
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The one where Shane accidentally lets his coworkers assume Ilya is his boyfriend and instead of telling them the truth, he convinces Ilya to play along for the weekend.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Babes
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- English
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- 52,042
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- 8/8
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
12 Apr 2026
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四星半，这种与冰球完全切割的AU人物性格真的非常不像，但是是个好故事，读起来非常流畅，对气味的描述是大师级的。
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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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- English
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
12 Apr 2026
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四星半，很细腻感人，癫痫差点脑死亡的Ilya最终回到Shane身边
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“Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”
“Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”
“Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”
“Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”
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At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.
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- Part 3 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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- English
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- 9,618
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
11 Apr 2026
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五星，正统时间旅行，20多岁的Ilya在技术上是能够时间旅行的Shane在18岁时的Scott hunter
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he looks so cute wrapped round my finger by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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“We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.
“We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”
Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
10 Apr 2026
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四星，超可爱的小甜饼，“控制”Ilya的Shane被队友抱怨哈哈哈，又是半人马被虐待的一天
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Different This Time by Pickle_Chips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Ilya laughed.
“That bothered you?”
”You have no idea. Half the time I use the tiny scraps of information you give me to look them up anyway. But you’re so cryptic. You’re like,” Shane put on a little voice, “‘Ah, we might have a layover in Charlotte, but am not sure, could be Atlanta.’ Infurating.”
”Ok, Hollander, I will send you a calendar invite. This is seductive to you, yes?”
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It’s been months since the cottage, and Shane is finally coming to visit Ilya. He hasn’t been back in Boston since the day he ran out the door saying he couldn’t do this. Ilya is spiraling, just a little, not knowing where they stand in this new and fragile thing. Boyfriends, probably. He’s never been someone’s boyfriend before.
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- 8,038
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
09 Apr 2026
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五星，在cottag之后，恋人间的患得患失，所有傻气的点都写得很动人，最后的“逃跑玩笑”看得人眼睛酸酸的
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When you’re going up in flames, sometimes other people can smell the smoke. On the flip side, at least: when you’re on fire, sometimes other people can feel the warmth.
Or, scenes from Home Economics, told from the perspective of everyone else.
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- Part 10 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 2 of homegrown
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For Better or for Rozanov by SunsetMaiden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Dec 2025
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After not speaking for over four months, Ilya is perturbed by headlines that Shane has suddenly married an American pop star.
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Shane Hollander opened the door to find a 6’3 seething Russian in the hallway. “What…” he angled his head to peer around Ilya’s rigid, imposing figure. “What are you doing here?”
Ilya shoved a magazine at him. “Annul it.”
“No seriously. Where’d you even come from?”
“Hollander.” Icy warning wrapped around each syllable.
“Aren’t you presenting at the ESPYs tonight?”
“Am home sick,” Ilya barked, pushing his way into Shane’s apartment. “Is true?” he gestured toward the magazine Shane had yet to acknowledge. “End it. Now.”
“End what…” Shane looked down, frowning when he realized it was the fucking 'National Enquirer'. What the actual fuck? “Oh…” he breathed, the top box on the front page catching his eye. A picture of him and Mia Voegele taken in a dark club with the tag, ‘Secret Marriage?'
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Public Bookmark 258
Mystery Work
Part of Private
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by hellomoma
06 Apr 2026
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五星，狼鸟的一个分支续写，两人通过短信交流，Shan预定了下一次的相见。情感饱和度一流，人物塑造非常贴切，真的很棒。
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Some can't stand homophobia.
Some can't stand the Voyageurs.
And some can't stand the dynasty that the Voyageurs inadvertently created when they ran Shane Hollander out of town for being gay.
So when news of why Shane Hollander signed in Ottawa alongside his husband comes out, 31 teams take it upon themselves to get back at the Voyageurs for all that they’ve done.
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- Part 2 of Be Gay, Get Even
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- English
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- 21,006
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- 1/1
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- 13
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
05 Apr 2026
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四星半，《That's My Fucking Husband》的后篇，暴击恐同蒙特利尔队的爽文，所有对其的伏击都是hollanov的前戏，非常可爱❤️
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clap when you land by quietafterdusk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Apr 2026
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AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.
Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.
As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.
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- 120,121
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- 30/30
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
04 Apr 2026
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六星，飞机失事后Ilya重伤没有醒来。前面复苏的过程里有Shane无法出柜的斗争，以及被出柜后的坚强。求婚段落非常有趣，Ilya醒来后俏皮可爱又脆弱的描写实在太好了。作者的节奏掌握太厉害了，Ilya慢慢返回赛场的过程即沉重又完美。
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Nutcracker! by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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"You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."
Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.
Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.
or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.
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- 101,272
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- 7/7
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- 2
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- 4,326
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
02 Apr 2026
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五星，胡桃夹子对芭蕾的描述和文化革命&种族问题的讨论是非常深刻的。只不过改变背景参数后，Ilya和Shane的性格有了变化。圣诞节市场的非常美，舞台表演的描述看得人鸡皮疙瘩。
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Second Chances by TylerReed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.
As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.
Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.
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- English
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- 67,594
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- 11/11
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
26 Mar 2026
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四星半，挺美的穿越融合，Ilya总是Shane优先，即使飞机失事死亡人生再来一遍。
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a year safe in your heart by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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“And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”
Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”
“It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”
“Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”
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The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.
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- Part 1 of anonymous cottage collection
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 6/6
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Bookmarked by hellomoma
25 Mar 2026
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四星半，一条时间线里Ilya在飞机失事中走了，患上抑郁的Shane在自杀后来到另一个时间线。此文的bug在于因为实际有一个Ilya是死亡的，所以新宇宙的Shane也消失了，鸠占鹊巢有点诡异。
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Scott: I’ve been getting asked if it’s me. I considered denying but if we all deny and one person doesn’t, that sort of gives their identity away and I’m not sure they want that.
Ilya: Everyone thinks is me. My agent asked if I want to comment too
Scott: Wait, it's not you?
Ilya: Maybe 🤔 Or maybe not 🤪
Eric: What?Or: When Adrian Dela Cruz reveals he dated an NHL player, chaos and damage control ensue. A story told through texts, tweets, and one pretentious Variety article.
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- Part 1 of the secret society of stick handlers
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“Did I do something wrong?” Shane asks, his voice cracking on the last word. He detests being vulnerable and asking for reassurance, even from people he’s comfortable with. And he would probably describe this situation as literally anything but comfortable.
He bites his lip and hopes the blood he draws will distract him from the stinging in his eyes.
“No, Hollander,” Rozanov answers. “It was not you.”
“Okay, well, if it’s not me, will you at least look at me?” Shane snaps. “You don’t kiss me all night, except for that one time in that disgusting fucking bathroom, you don’t want to talk to me in bed, and now you won’t even look at me anymore. How am I supposed to think that that’s not about me? Do I really mean that fucking little to you?”
Or: What if Shane actually sends the text in Vegas?
Bookmarked by hellomoma
11 Mar 2026
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三星半，“we didn't even kiss"被发出了，Ilya来找Shane，两人虽然很害怕，但还是告白了，情绪饱满，节奏不错
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为了加强与球迷的互动，球队希望Shane加入粉丝来信（FanMail）平台。很快，敏锐的网友在Shane发布的视频背景里注意到了一些耐人寻味的细节。接着网友们……做了网友最擅长的事。
即，Shane和Ilya获得了一个机会，能够按照自己的方式出柜。可以算是自己出柜吧。而且还是以一种很Ilya的风格出的柜（想不到吧，这竟然是Shane主动提出来的）。
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06 Mar 2026
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Fanning the Flames中译，非常棒的出柜文，第二章Ilya视角的抢球对决部分是扇这个世界上恐同人士嘴巴的绝佳范例