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    Seoul is dying—a slow drowning, a prolonged consumption by spirits and ghosts. Blessed with the supernatural ability to interact with this encroaching spirit realm and cleanse those that torment the living, for years Hanbin and the agency he founded has been holding back the tide.

    But Hanbin has been missing for one year, six months, and twenty-six days.

    In his absence, Matthew and Zhang Hao struggle to carry on and to love each other as wounded pieces of a former whole.

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    “Two very good friends of mine got married on the same night.”

    The corner of Zhang Hao’s smile lifts. “And you went to both?”

    I planned both, Hanbin doesn’t say.

    Hanbin has always been perfectly fine with always being the groomsman and never the groom—that is, until cynical wedding writer Zhang Hao crash lands into his life and makes him question everything, whether he wants to or not.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    This is a love that has hooks in him, lodged in bone, and Hanbin doesn’t know how to extract them. Doesn’t even know if he wants to. He’s so angry at Zhang Hao for leaving and he’s so angry at himself for breaking the little of them that was left, but the love lingers.

    The love—the tattered, agonizing, echoes of it the bond sustains—is all he has now. He’ll cling until it finally crumbles to dust between his fingers.

    Eight years ago Hanbin and Zhang Hao formed a soul bond that wasn't enough to keep them together. Now here they are, crashing into each other's orbits again.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    What if, when Petunia Dursley found a little boy on her front doorstep, she took him in? Not into the cupboard under the stairs, not into a twisted childhood of tarnished worth and neglect—what if she took him in?

    Petunia was jealous, selfish and vicious. We will not pretend she wasn’t. She looked at that boy on her doorstep and thought about her Dudders, barely a month older than this boy. She looked at his eyes and her stomach turned over and over. (Severus Snape saved Harry’s life for his eyes. Let’s have Petunia save it despite them).

    Let’s tell a story where Petunia Dursley found a baby boy on her doorstep and hated his eyes—she hated them. She took him in and fed him and changed him and got him his shots, and she hated his eyes up until the day she looked at the boy and saw her nephew, not her sister’s shadow. When Harry was two and Vernon Dursley bought Dudley a toy car and Harry a fast food meal with a toy with parts he could choke on Petunia packed her things and got a divorce.

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    21 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Euijoo meets Nicholas in a bar on Manhattan Beach Pier during the 2021 International Surf Festival. Nicholas is lean, blonde, bounces off the walls and laughs loud. His voice is deeper than it should be and he’s got little to no game, but Euijoo sticks around anyway. Nicholas is built and he’s hot, his shirt tight across his shoulders, his hair wild around his ears. He’s bright like sunshine and his lips are sinful when they wrap around the neck of a beer bottle or the rim of a glass of coke.

    Nicholas doesn’t live too far from the pier; they walk side by side on the beach, talking about LA. Euijoo’s accent seems to stick to the roof of his mouth, and he pushes his hands in the pockets of his boardshorts to keep himself from reaching out, feeling Nicholas’s pulse at his wrist, seeing if it beats as fast as he talks. Nicholas takes his sandals off, toes digging in the sand.

    Nicholas says, suddenly, cutting through the random topics they’re fleeting on, “I don’t really do this,” which seems like a lie until he adds, “With guys, I mean.”

    To love is to change. Euijoo and Nicholas change each other, over the course of 5 summers.

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    20 Jun 2026