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between constellations by elkberry
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)
04 Apr 2026
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It takes him a long moment to understand what, exactly, feels wrong. Not just the nausea or the air that won’t quite fill his lungs. It’s stranger: a bone-deep feeling of incorrectness that feels like a second skin plastered over his own.
He knows—from the top of his head to rough calluses on his palms—that he has lived before.
Hanbin follows Zhang Hao to the ends of the universe, and then some.
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08 Apr 2026
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Detective Hanbin should’ve known better than getting too close.
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05 Apr 2026
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“I know you’re jealous, Hanbin,” Hao said, the cruel, yet honeyed tonality in his voice far too evident. “That much I’m far too sure of. And deep in your heart, you know you are jealous too. But there’s another thing in you. Another, terrible one, that you haven’t had the courage to say out loud.”
“What you won’t admit…” Hao whispered, and all Hanbin could see from the stretch, or its near absence, of his own lips to Hao’s, was how plump and distracting the pink pair was, only until he carried on, “...is that you don’t mind it.”
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- Part 1 of thinking makes it so
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05 Apr 2026
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Maybe it had never been about competing at all. Hao knew he could not possibly be the sun himself, not in Hanbin’s sense, even if he had been crowned the first place of the show and stood as the group’s official center. Those were not any less in weight, but they were not in the same medium as what Hanbin carried. Hanbin’s brightness was more unstudied and less fickle, yet impossible to hold or fix in one form, and all the more irresistible for it.
So, what would it take, or what would it mean, to become the person Hanbin sought?
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05 Apr 2026
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i like that you think about me that way by sunrender
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
02 Nov 2025
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“So,” he said at last, “you’re gonna fuck her later?”
“Would you rather I didn’t?” Hao asked at last, the question unfeigned, as if Hanbin’s opinion mattered to him. And it was true; Hanbin’s opinion did matter to him, because if Hanbin told him not to, Hao would consider setting the matter aside. The matter was that Hanbin could not make the words, or any, leave past his mouth—unless when he intentionally bent them into the other’s favor. Hao must have known about it, too.
“Okay, let me word it differently. Have you?”
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- Part 2 of thinking makes it so
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05 Apr 2026