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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Hyuna makes good on her promise and takes Till and Ivan out for drinks. Till finds out more about the people in his life. Only, he doesn’t know what to do with the new information. He can’t help but spiral a little bit, splintering apart.

    Fortunately, Ivan is there to help put him back together.

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    18 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    For a man to have a child was to squeeze blood from stone. Till knew that. There was nothing he could do, it would never happen.

    It didn't stop him from hoping.

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    17 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    Ivan and Till were friends, best friends, even. Their relationship had never been normal, but over the years they could both agree they were closer to each other than to anyone else in their group.

    Ivan was in love with her, an unrequited thing she had no intention to confess, afraid it might make her lose Till for good. Her feelings only got worse when they started messing around, though, and Ivan was conflicted.

    None of it seemed to mean anything to Till, and as Ivan quietly pined for her in her own mind, she tried to be content with whatever she could get.

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    17 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Harboring feelings for a straight girl was the bane of Ivan's existence, and also the singular beacon of her own humanity she had. She'd been in love with Till for so long she couldn't remember what it was like not to want her, even if she knew it could never go anywhere from the start.

    Her entire world gets turned on its head in what seemed like the most banal setting possible: their first houseparty. Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe Ivan was just delusional, but maybe, just maybe, her feelings might not have been as unrequited as she thought.

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    Prequel to my other work, Heaven's on Your Lips.

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    17 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    Till had never expected that living with someone could be so simple, that they would fall into a rhythm so naturally. But living with Ivan was the easiest things he'd ever done.

    Which was great!

    Until it wasn't.

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    16 Jul 2026