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Jaemin wonders if this is the fate he's condemned to forever, for daring to fall in love with someone like Donghyuck—the specters of Haechan and Mark Lee haunting him wherever he goes, parading their once-in-a-lifetime love story for the whole world. Millions of fans cheering them on, all while wondering why Donghyuck never looked this happy when he was with Jaemin.
or, After everything, here is Jaemin Na: failed actor, scorned ex-lover of Haechan. Acceptance is hard to come by.
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18 Jul 2026
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He should look away when Jaemin pushes his nose against her neck, a smile pressed against her skin. His hand slides up the back of her neck, until his fingers are tangled in her hair and he’s sliding the band holding her hair in a ponytail down so her hair bounces free, falling in beautiful, spiral curls that go past her shoulder.
She laughs, he smiles, grabbing a curl and smelling her hair, whispering something in her ear that makes her blush and laugh even more.
Donghyuck feels the burning sensation of bile in his throat, like he’s moments away from gagging and puking all over the floor. He’s dated before, has his fair share of exes, but nothing ever felt as bad as this — watching Jaemin, his Nana, with a woman he didn’t know existed in Jaemin’s life until two hours ago when they walked into the party, bodies already tangled in each other.
“I’m not yours, Donghyuck. I never was.”
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11 Jul 2026
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Way back when Donghyeok was younger and hadn't tasted the fame he dreamt of, he thought that he and Jaemin would be a constant, a forever. As he grew up, he realised that dreams and asipirations aren't linear. He learns that pride kills and love doesn't last. His love for Jaemin turns to resentment in the years apart, even when his heart still skips a beat at the sight of him on the red carpet. Jaemin always thought their love would transcend time itself. The universe tied their souls together for a reason, people say. Neither of them have been particularly good at finding it so far in their lives. It doesn't make them love eachother any less.
Or, Donghyeok bumps into Jaemin four years after breaking up with him and sets a series of consequences in motion that he tries so hard to fight against, even when he knows he shouldn't.
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11 Jul 2026
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“You sang it like you were apologizing to God and daring him to forgive you at the same time.”
Mark Lee isn't looking for a revelation, but in the middle of Coachella he hears a voice - imperfect, alive, and burning with something he lost a long time ago.
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13 May 2026
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“I’d honestly give your restaurant five stars if I could.”
“You literally can… Google Reviews are free.”
Although he lives in the City of Love, Lee Donghyuck’s romantic life is practically non-existent. He’s too much of a workaholic, letting his entire life slip by in his restaurant. His routine is enjoyable, but dwindling towards monotony—that is, until he allows his self-proclaimed most loyal customer Na Jaemin sneak his way into it.
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29 Mar 2026