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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Meet Astarion Ancunín: entry-level fashion designer, spending his 9-5 toiling away at questionable graphic designs for Szarr Garments, Inc. Meet Wyll Ravengard: the new FaeEx delivery driver whom Astarion can't get enough of. And finally, meet Cazador Szarr: boomer boss extraordinaire who rules over the production room with an iron fist.

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    Or, the author is projecting BIG TIME, and needed to take it out on her favourite characters.

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    Cazador takes his seat at the head of the office, by the only windows. Immediately he clicks on his computer and his eyes narrow as he reads through his emails. There can’t be that many; Astarion knows that Cazador is always checking his emails at two in the morning. Sometimes Astarion really, really does suspect that Cazador is an actual vampire.

    Alfira brings Cazador his coffee; he takes it with a grunt of thanks. Astarion sips his tea.

    And then it starts.

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    18 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Eight year old Wyll Ravengard has everything he could ever want—save a friend. And then he meets a saddened but sweet elven boy in the park, and gains far, far more than he bargained for.

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    Wyll now sees a scratchy tangle of rope, ebony black with nine tails of knotted smaller ropes descending from a central coil. A cat o' nine tails, his mind helpfully supplies as his stomach drops.

    "Father," he whispers, feeling all of a sudden lightheaded with fright. "Please..."

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    23 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    According to her, one of these should appeal to him above all others. It should call to him so clearly that its owner was sure to be compatible with him on a biological level — compatible enough that simply existing near them could begin to purge the rot still pulsing into his body from the wellspring in his carotid artery. Passive recovery, they called it.

    Astarion has been mated to a monster for 20 years, a nightmare with no way out. When he finds himself faced with the prospect of freedom, the possibility is overwhelming. How could he get by on his own when just getting through the day is a battle? Fortunately, there's a lifeline, a voluntary program that matches people who have suffered a great trauma with a volunteer whom they are scent-compatible with. By simply sharing a home with this person, healing comes faster than it ever could alone. Astarion is paired with Wyll Ravengard, a young man who has done more for the program than almost anyone else.

    It's a simple arrangement - move in, get better, and move on without giving a new alpha any chance to harm him. After all they've suffered, who would expect feelings to complicate matters?

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    23 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    For all Mizora’s attempts to keep Wyll isolated and dependent on her, there is one thing she can never take from him: the Blade of Frontiers. In his head, Wyll rewrites his own story and tells himself tales of his ideal self. No pact binds the Blade, no stone eye sits in his socket, and he doesn’t have to thank a devil for the beard on his face or the depth of his voice. As he begins to unravel the mystery of Astarion’s easy charm and clumsy lies, Wyll even lets himself pretend that he could someday have a life beyond the hunt.

    Mizora’s plans for Wyll go deeper than his pact, though. When she warps Wyll’s body into a shape of her own design, she also gives him a few gifts. Changes he has wanted for years are now permanently sculpted into his flesh with a fiendish twist, and Wyll can only ask himself… What would the Blade do?

    Or: Wyll copes with his devil boner by writing fanfiction of his own alter ego, and Astarion tries out some high-stakes strategies for monster hunter seduction.

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    23 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Hells below, Wyll, not everything is about your precious soul,” Mizora says with a huff. She arches one brow, looking him over with faint disdain. “Even if I wanted your mangy, chewed-up soul, it’s not yours to give.”

    Wyll keeps his face impassive, but a dreadful foreboding creeps along his skin, making his hair stand on end. “Meaning?”


    Wyll Ravengard loves Astarion. In the five years since he claimed the omega as his mate, he’s experienced joy beyond anything he ever thought possible. Duke, husband, father; Wyll wears these titles happily, proud to serve the city he loves, and to raise his son alongside the elf he could never let go. Marriage is work, especially when your husband is the Vampire Ascendant, but, despite the challenges, the past five years have been nothing short of blissful.

    But there are things he doesn’t know. Things that will shake the foundations of the life he’s built with Astarion to the ground. Can they rebuild from wreckage once the truth becomes known?

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    23 Mar 2026