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    It's 2008. Due to an injury, Ilya Rozanov never made it to the International Prospects Cup. But Fate's gonna do what Fate's gonna do; this summer, Shane Hollander will be tutoring at an English language intensive hockey camp in Moscow.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane is in the front pew. His face is—Ilya does not have words for what Shane's face is doing. He has seen Shane angry and afraid and exhausted and soft and undone. He has never seen this: living at the very bottom of a person, surfacing only when every single thing above it has given way.

    This is what it looks like when Shane has nothing left to manage.

    Ilya reaches for him.

    His hand passes through air.

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    Or: Ilya Rozanov turns the same age his mother was when she died. Featuring strange dreams, tarot readings, and a woman with her back to him who keeps appearing where she shouldn’t.

    A man who spent twenty years preparing to die, and one husband who refuses to let him.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    In the wake of Gotham War, Dick decides to give Bruce one final chance, but he doesn’t believe it will last very long. Bruce claims that Zur is gone, and, well, Dick believes that. It’s just that the problem didn’t start with Zur, so why would it end with him? Bruce has been hitting his apprentices since Dick was eight years old. He’s said he would stop before, and sometimes, it’s even lasted a while. But Bruce breaks all of his promises, sans one, and Dick is just waiting for the other shoe to drop.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “Shane,” Ilya said. He sounded incredulous. “You think it's hard for me, having a beautiful man suck my cock?” His hand was on Shane’s face now, thumb pressing into the tender place behind Shane’s jaw, tilting his head up to meet Ilya’s gaze. “You think because I don’t get hard that, what, I do not want you?”

    “No, of course not,” Shane said. It was just a change. Ilya’s body, familiar, reliable, the thing he could read best on the ice and off. “I mean, I know it doesn't mean anything, it's just the side-effects. It's not your fault.”

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    13 Jun 2026

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    So.” Ilya shrugged. “It makes me feel— powerful. Crazy. Like I’ve done something very good to deserve it.” He exhaled, noisy. “I like that.”

    “Okay,” Shane said, and then he couldn't look at Ilya anymore. He pushed his face into the dark space between Ilya’s neck and shoulder. “I love you,” he said. In English, first; then in Russian, shaping the consonants around his tongue, the first thing Ilya had taught him. When he did, Ilya shuddered a little, sighed, and then his hand came down to cup the back of Shane’s head. Held him steady, his big hand: sure on the ice, sure in this.

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    A problem is something you can fix. Ilya disappears after the cottage and Shane’s determined to find out why. He’s only loved one person in his life -- can he open his heart to another?

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Gets the same huff of laughter. “We don’t need another house, but noted." Gets serious again. “I sometimes worry that we did too much, or maybe we didn’t do enough to make sure you knew that you’re more than just hockey and what you can do on the ice.”

    “Dad?”

    “I know you have a plan, you and Ilya. But, I don’t want you to get there and regret the things you missed." He has no idea what to say. And his dad says gently. “Kiddo, as a dad – as your dad – I’m telling you, you don’t want to miss these things