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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Following a near-fatal suicide attempt, Ilya Rozanov is admitted to Calder Ward. He speaks almost exclusively Russian, refuses interpreters, and answers most questions with shrugs or silence. Staff struggle to establish even the most basic details of his life. Why he attempted suicide, who he left a note for, and what he has lost remain mysteries.

    Across the ward, Shane Hollander is fighting a different battle. Intelligent, anxious, and trapped by an eating disorder, he attempts to maintain rigid control over food, exercise, and his body even as his health deteriorates. Despite increasing concern from staff, he struggles to recognise the severity of his illness.
    As clinicians search for answers, the story reveals that recovery is rarely driven by dramatic breakthroughs. Instead, it emerges through trust, routine, patience, and human connection.

    Told entirely through clinical documentation, ward notes, emails, assessments, and multidisciplinary discussions.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Do you know this name, ‘Shane Hollander’?”
    The kid looked at Shane, chewing his lip and frowning a little, before turning back to Rozanov. “I think so, yes.”
    “Who is he?
    “Uh… a hockey player?”
    “No,” Rozanov said in a harsh, cutting tone. “He is no one. Because he is on my ice. Understand?”

    To help with his edge control, the Metros' coach recommends Shane take figure skating lessons with someone named Ilya Rozanov. Rozanov is rude, abrasive, and insists he will only teach Shane in a group class for kids. Shane, a rookie hell-bent on proving himself and unwilling to disappoint his coach, refuses to give up despite how much Rozanov tries to humiliate him each lesson.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane deserved brightness. Shane deserved everything the world had to offer and more which was funny considering the only thing Ilya could offer was his love and his bloodstained sad excuse of a heart that only kept beating because of Shane. Yeah. Shane deserved so much more. So much more than the shitty life Ilya could provide.

     

    Basically depressed Ilya thinking he isn’t good enough for Shane and Shane thinking Ilya cheated on him. Cue Ilya throwing up and literally fainting.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Eight years and six months ago, Ilya filed for divorce. Weeks later, his love story with Shane came to an end.

    Eight years ago, Shane vanished without a trace, without telling anyone.

    Six years ago, Ilya said goodbye to the ice and retired after a career worthy of a superstar.

    Four years ago, Shane sent a letter that would never be read.

    A year and six months ago, Ilya became the coach of the Ottawa Centaurs, marking a new chapter in his life.

    Eight months ago, Shane was photographed for the first time in years.

    Three weeks ago, S. Hollander officially appeared in an MHL document that no one reads.

    And two hours ago, Ilya’s world was turned upside down. Two hours ago, the Montreal Voyageurs posted a photo welcoming Shane as their new coach.

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    06 Jun 2026