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Felix tells himself that there’s comfort in being alone. What he really finds comfort in is his HUGE crush on Chan, the leader of the 3-person group Racha. And writing fanfics about Chan.
Chan doesn’t always have enough moments to himself, but when he does, he reads fanfic. He prefers the cozy kind that allows him to dream of a love he never had the time to find.
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15 Jun 2026
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As Felix observes their rings, he wishes there was a more permanent way for the two of them to declare their affection and commitment towards each other in a subtle way that didn’t bring too much attention. Suddenly, Felix is struck with a stupid and reckless idea.
“We should get tattoos.” He says, raising his head to rest his chin on his husband’s pecks.
“What?”
“I said we should get matching tattoos,” Felix reiterates, fully leaning up on his elbows to look down at his husband. “It can be our small way of showing the world what we are to each other.”
Felix and Chan have two weeks off in Australia and come back with interesting tattoos.
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14 Jun 2026
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Felix is no tragedy.
At least that’s what he tells himself when unfamiliar hands touch, when money trades, when men whisper sweet nothings that don’t belong to him.
He’s not broken, just repurposed. Beautiful in the way something has to be when it’s already been destroyed once.
Then Chris walks in — too gentle for this place, too honest to belong there — and asks Felix who he is beneath all that shine.
Felix has survived every kind of love that hurts. He’s not sure he remembers the kind that doesn’t.
or: Where Felix sells the illusion of desire and Chris reminds him what it means to be seen.Bookmarked by fefffffi
11 Jun 2026
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There’s a comfort in believing soulmates are straightforward.
One person. One thread. One clear path to follow.
Felix believed he’d found that.
So he doesn’t know what to do when another thread appears.
He doesn’t know what it means, or where it leads. He only knows that following it might cost him that one person he’s never imagined losing.
Jisung. His best friend, his constant, his soulmate.
But now Jisung has a second thread.
Nothing feels simple anymore.
Do they have another soulmate? The same soulmate?
or: The red string theory, but make it messy.
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09 Jun 2026
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Chan thinks he's good at hiding the fact he's in love with Felix.
He's not.
For years, Chan loves him in all the quiet ways he can survive: love letters that he will never send, warm baths drawn after difficult nights, fingers brushing together against piano keys, slow dances stolen between royal obligations, and marigolds blooming faithfully beneath palace windows.
But love like this cannot survive silence forever.
Or: Chan spends years loving Felix silently and as Chan stands in a ballroom while another person waits to marry him, he finally realises there is no version of his future that survives losing Felix.
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09 Jun 2026