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The moist feeling Ilya's hair leaves on Shane's skin is enough for Shane to pay attention. To write it down inside his head. Staring at the way there's some thick droplets still tangled inside the tighter curls. Ones Ilya didn't have the chance to go through yet. Shane notices it all, and marks it down. Inside somewhere.
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catastrophe !! by feelingsoi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
30 Sep 2025
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Katsuki gets hit with a quirk. Izuku contemplates self control and how oblivious a human being can get with his emotions.
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you know me best don’t you? so just bite me till i’m red all over. by feelingsoi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Aug 2025
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There’s a plague haunting Izuku at his every waking breath, and he’s holding Izuku down so tenderly. Running his gloved fingers down Izuku’s neck and hair. Izuku wishes they weren’t there. So he could feel the same warmth that haunts his memories. Letting the fever run into delirium until he’s nothing but a body at the hands of his infection. Its like Izuku loses all reasoning once it comes to Katsuki.
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Sometimes between loving one another, Sangwon slips behind. Just a bit. Yeowoon and Myungha are always there though, to quickly pull him back into place. Where he belongs.
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until you see me again by feelingsoi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
08 Feb 2025
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Katsuki does Izuku’s eyeliner. Mid-breakdowns and love realization aren’t what he signed up for though.
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trial and error and everything in between by feelingsoi
Fandom 연애 지상주의 구역 | Love For Love's Sake (TV)
28 Mar 2025
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smile while you suffocate (choke yourself 2 sleep) by feelingsoi
Fandom 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Aug 2021
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decadent stress chamber by garagepaperback
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Rush week confirms a lot of things. Ambitions, fears. Where do I fit? What if I don’t fit anywhere? Nervous freshman bitten-lip shit. Being an active, a senior, means having answers. Shane has no further questions.
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Or, Shane’s in a frat. Ilya rushes.
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Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.
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16 Jul 2026
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Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.
Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.
“Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.
Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.
They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.
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Operation: Fuck Ilya Rozanov by songstress
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov-Hollander woke up on the sixth anniversary of the day he told his husband he loved him for the first time, and thought: I want Shane to fuck me.
Shane, tucked under his arm and snoring softly into his armpit, warbled on unaware.
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Bookmarked by feelingsoi
10 Jul 2026
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true love right here oh man ! i needa start bungee jumping or smth
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i was raised out in the cold (i was raised on little light) by coffeeinallcaps
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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No one would believe it now, but Ilya Rozanov was a shy kid, prone to tears. Small for his age. An easy target.
After his mother’s death, he threw himself into hockey. He hit a growth spurt. He started lifting weights, became big and strong. Not as big and strong as his older brother, but big enough to make Alexei and the other bullies think twice. Strong enough to fight back.
(Or: Five times Ilya has to go home to Russia, and one time he chooses to go home to Shane.)
This isn’t what Ilya had in mind when he figured they’d be spending most of their time at the cottage in bed.He throws his arm over his eyes and groans. “I am ruining our time together. I am ruining your time off.”
“No you’re not,” Shane says. “Are you kidding me? I’ve basically been fantasizing about this.”
Ilya lowers his arm. “About me puking all over your favorite place on earth?”
“No, you asshole. About taking care of you.”
Ilya stares at him.
Shane says, defensively, “What?”
“I fantasize about you fucking yourself on boring beige dildo,” Ilya says, voice cracking, “and you fantasize about me being sick at your cottage so you can take care of me?”
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10 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
i cant believe i’ve gone this long without this fic💔