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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    “Okay but,” Ilya doesn’t know where he’s going with this “but what is it? What is wrong?”

    “I wish I had a better answer for you.” She takes a deep breath before she continues and again, Ilya can tell she really does feel bad. “I can tell you a lot of people have one seizure and it just… never happens again. His trauma history complicates that a bit, but we have more tests to do over the next few days that’ll paint a bigger picture.”

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    Shane navigates a post-traumatic epilepsy diagnosis

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Bottom Ilya and Top Shane:

    1. Because Ilya deserves to come so hard he cries (and Shane will talk him through it)
    2. Because, maybe more importantly, the experience is healing for Shane, whose only experiences with “topping” were in situations where his body didn’t want it.

    This fic is a love letter to my younger self, and a love letter to people who have had sexual experiences just because they thought they had to. I see you.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    The first year of dating, told in vignettes.

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    27 Jun 2026