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It’s not normal for brothers to be like this, but Riku lost any semblance of sanity long, long ago. Anybody would if Yushi were their baby brother, on his knees and begging like he does. Riku can’t be held accountable for that.
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He’s not sure how it started, really, but a few times a month, Ryo will come to Daeyoung’s room and just…feel. Feel the way the skin curves around the muscle, where it stretches to reveal visible veins, the most sensitive places that burn with heat beneath Ryo’s fingers.
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They have a week off for winter holidays, the weird fake-time week between Christmas and New Year’s, so of course Ryo’s going home. The problem is that his family wants his boyfriend to come too. The boyfriend Ryo doesn’t have.
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And then there’s the silence that
comes back a million times bigger than me, sneaks into my bones
and wails and wails and wails until I can’t be quiet anymore.
That’s how this machine works.
- Ada Limón, The Quiet MachineRiku falls apart, and there’s nothing Sakuya can do to put him back together again.
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“This…” Sakuya’s mouth is suddenly dry. “He’s your…your hyung, right? Like my Yushi?”
Sakuya’s chest aches with the my in front of Yushi’s name. Yushi has never been his. Never will be. But Yujin knows what he means anyway.
”Yeah,” Yujin says softly. “That’s not important anymore, though. I told you, right? That’s why I asked you out?”
Or: Sakuya, Yujin, and the miserable reality of knowing you’re in love with somebody you can never have.
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Ryo is pliant under Daeyoung’s hands.
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Yushi has a newfound obsession with hentai. But he has an even bigger obsession with making Riku the perfect hentai anime girl of his dreams.
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It’s nearing one in the morning when Jiung finally decides to turn his light off and leave the workshop. When he opens the back door, he finds Intak leaning back against the wall across the narrow alley, a boyish smile on his lips.
“Hey hyung,” he greets, hands in the pockets of his worn out cargo pants.
“You were here ten days ago,” Jiung notes. “What the hell is it this time?”
“Am I not allowed to simply miss you?”
or, Jiung is Intak's mechanic. And friend. He thinks.
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Step 1: Get rejected.
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21 Apr 2024
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There are a lot of problems with being in love with Mark Lee. Four are more important than the rest:
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