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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ilya has a love/hate relationship with his Thursday shifts at The Kingfisher for one reason: it's karaoke night. But what is usually one of his least favorite nights of the week becomes one of his favorites when he meets Shane Hollander, a man who continues to surprise him.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Holy fuck my heart beat was so insane the whole time I had to take my pulse

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    I freaked out the entire time I read this it’s one of the best things I’ve ever experienced are u kidding me silent stoic Slavic brooding artist Ilya and lover boy jock Shane oh how I could read this for 900 years

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    NHL golden boy Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being perfect — the ideal captain, the flawless teammate, the face of the franchise. He’s also spent his entire life hiding.

    When a chance encounter in a New York club leads him to Ilya Rozanov, Shane discovers what it means to finally let go. The problem? Ilya isn’t just confident, wealthy, and dangerously attractive. He’s also the heir to the Russian Bratva’s North American empire.

    What starts as one reckless weekend becomes something neither of them expected: real, consuming, and worth protecting at any cost — even when that cost includes bodies, lies, and a secret that could destroy everything Shane has built.

    Twenty-five years, three Stanley Cups, countless threats, and one question: how far will you go for the person who makes you feel like yourself?

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    18 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Touch him and die Ilya fuck yes never come out publicly last chapter is epilogue

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    “Can I help you find anything?” the man asked.

    “What’s your name?” Ilya replied silkily. He was suddenly not too bothered with buying a bathing suit.

    “Shane,” the man said.

    “Well Shane, I’m Ilya and I think there are a great many things you could help me with.”

    “Are you looking for something in particular?” Shane asked, totally missing the innuendo.

    “I was looking for a bathing suit,” Ilya said, grinning. “But now I think I’d rather have you.” Shane rolled his eyes and moved out from behind the counter.

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    Rozy can sing on stage adored by thousands, but off stage Ilya is lonely and in need of a vacation. Who should he meet on this vacation but a certain hockey player with adorable freckles.

    Early chapters edited by Sekai94z. All chapters edited anonymously.

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    18 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Very cute very sweet only a bit of apart time and so cute

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    18 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Very cute very cute baby Hollander