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Bound By Shadows by hoshizora_exe for for Bui our wife that is always supporting us
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
04 Nov 2024
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Is there any value to this thing we call living?
Why are we born into this world if only to die?Dazai left this world by choice but finds himself stuck as a ghost wandering the dusty corridors of an abandoned hospital with only the wind as friend, whispering sweet melodies to him every day that he would terribly like to no longer hear.
Chuuya is looking for answers about his unclear past. To understand where he comes from and finally put an end to his years of incomprehension. His many searches lead him to an abandoned hospital.Bookmarked by elix_a
23 Jun 2026
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how we're ending (our last dance together) by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Sep 2025
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“You won’t try to kill yourself again. Even if your mind screams at you, you won’t be able to. Your body won’t cooperate. You won’t be able to hurt yourself or purposely let others hurt you. You won’t die as long as you desire death or unless I personally let you."
Dazai’s breath hitched, and his eyes widened in disbelief. “No, you can’t—”
Then he felt it—something like a subtle shift somewhere inside him. He couldn’t pinpoint where the sensation started or ended, but it was there. And just as quickly as it happened, it went away, as if it had already sealed itself in him, became a part of him.
“What did you just do to me?” he asked, the words barely making it past his throat, more accusation than question.
“Saved you. You’ll probably hate me for it, but that’s what it was.”
or, Vampire!Chuuya finds Dazai on the verge of death, and uses mind compulsion to make him unable to try to end his life ever again. After that, he disappears, leaving Dazai alone for two years of nothing but hatred and resentment toward the vampire who violated his will and trapped him in the pathetic existence people call life. Until, when Chuuya’s the one in need of help, their paths cross again.
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23 Jun 2026
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i have loved you since we were seventeen by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Jun 2026
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“I just wanted to—”
“To talk? You thought sitting here, all sad and tragic, in our spot, would spark some nostalgia?” Chuuya scoffed. “That I’d come
running back like some pathetic—God, I can’t believe I even came down here.”“I know you hate me,” Dazai said, standing up. “But—”
“Hate you?” Chuuya tilted his head, as if he was considering it, with the kind of detachment that hurt worse than fury. “Nah. I hated you for about two years. Now I just… don’t really think about you at all. Or at least I didn’t, until you decided to make a grand comeback no one fucking asked for.”
or, dazai comes back to his hometown at twenty-two, four years after leaving Chuuya without a word, trying to fix what he broke between them. In which, he isn’t particularly good at.
small town childhood friends to lovers to messy exes to... we'll see about that.- Language:
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23 Jun 2026
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Chuuya is hit with an Ability that causes him to have telepathy and there is only one person that this new gift is quiet around.
Whumptober Prompt Day 10: Secrets, Without Consent
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- Part 10 of Decadee's Whumptober Challenge 2025
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Bookmarked by elix_a
23 Jun 2026
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Chuuya is dead.
Dazai was working on (not) accepting that when Chuuya's ghost pops up in Dazai’s apartment.
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22 Jun 2026