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    “Holy fuck Hollzy youre gonna have to start putting a muzzle on Roz” Bood called as Shane stepped past him into the steaming hot showers, ignoring the way Ilya and the rest of the team seemed to shoot daggers at him. 

    The bite marks. He had forgotten about the bite marks; three of them to be precise. It was one thing for the guys to see the hickeys and bruises Ilya liked to leave littered across his body, it was another thing entirely for them to see the toothy imprints left high on his thighs, red and angry and exactly what Shane wanted.

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    Or; Ilya Rozanov gets put in a muzzle and he is exactly where he wants to be

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “I need… I need to tell you something, Hollander.” Ilya squeezes his eyes shut, willing his mouth to stop trembling. Tears roll down his face, church-quiet, silent as prayers, and Ilya touches his cheek curiously, as if he didn’t know his eyes could do that. He can’t remember the last time he cried. It might have been behind the curtains of their Moscow apartment, right after his mother died. Death seems to have this effect on him.

    “Spit it out, I haven’t got all day.”

    Ilya visualizes Shane’s furrowed eyebrows — his angry kitten face, as he likes to call it in his head — and thinks, No, I haven’t got all day either. In fact, I might not have any day left after this, and a miserable laugh escapes him at the thought.

    The airplane crash happens way earlier in the timeline. Shane and Ilya aren’t together yet — in fact, they haven’t even admitted their feelings to themselves, until the perspective of death and an ill-timed confession completely reshuffles the cards.

    Or, Ilya confesses his love to Shane during the plane crash, and Shane thinks it’s a prank in very bad taste.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    The entirety of Shane’s career on the ice started to run back in his mind. His horrible hit this season, the cup wins, all the way down to his first season with the league. For the life of him David couldn’t figure out when Shane would have had the time to fall in love.

    -OR my obsession with David Hollander’s reaction at the cottage. It was literally like three minutes of the episode - TOPS - and I can’t get it out of my mind, all these months later.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane realizes after Ilya's phone confession that he needs to learn Russian for Ilya. The fic tracks 5 moments where he wished he understood what Ilya was saying, and the +1 where he finally responds in Russian.

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Cottage love confession scene. Ilya's POV

    "The words are always there. Ever since his desperate broken confession in a cold tunnel in Moscow, they sit closer to the surface of his mind ready to burst out at any moment. Illya is doing his damnedest to keep them down. It’s a terribly hard job"

    + The morning after in Chapter 2

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    08 Jun 2026