despair_ing
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Post Canon AU where Mattie doesn’t have the baby, Niska goes back to Astrid, and the Hawkin’s are pulled in all different directions.
The Synth’s have been wiped out shortly after Mia’s death. The question of whether or not Synths should have existed in the first place, and what a Synth-less world means for humanity seems to never be answered.
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Misjudged Your Limit, Pushed You Too Far by Spiral_Ao3, TwoMonkeysAndATypewriter
Fandoms: Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club - All Media Types
29 Jun 2026
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Narrator gets beaten to a pulp after fighting all night one Saturday, and it's the thing that finally breaks him down. He's injured, upset, and worst of all, losing it in front of Tyler.
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20 Jul 2026
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Daniil cleared his throat.
“The Powers That Be are the embodiment of order. There are always threads in the universe that dare to hang loose, and like a moth to a flame, they are always there to tug on them. The Powers That Be unravel everything simply to see what falls.”
“So what? The plague is... it's all gone.”
Daniil noted the slight tremor in Artemy’s voice. Artemy Burakh also lost many things in the chaos. He must also suffer from the nightmares. He must.
“They wanted me to die in the plague along with Aglaya and Block and yet, the more information they received from us, the more they urged us to cure the incurable. To preserve the town. Do you hear me? They will not leave a town of miracles alone. It may not be right away… but they will send someone.”
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There's no choice but to build a new life and live with the consequences, and so they do. But the events of the plague left deep wounds with the pain and fear of loss ever looming.
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24 Apr 2026
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What does it mean to live in someone else's happy ending?
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- Part 1 of Pieces of a Puzzle
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18 Mar 2026
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“… I’d say good morning,” Dankovsky said at length, a little hoarsely, “but I’m afraid I’ve lost track of the time. Good … something, Haruspex.”
“Afternoon. You look—” Artemy began, and broke off.
“Yes? What ghoulish thing do I resemble today?” Daniil blew out some smoke, staring pensively ahead. “A striga, perhaps.”
“—better,” Artemy finished. “Less like you’d gone already, and are only haunting me.”
That shut Daniil’s mouth.
[Or: a rendezvous with danger, one very cold winter.]
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04 Mar 2026
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“You would be willing to change? You would accept me into you and birth new miracles?”
“Yes.” Daniil whispered. Anything to bring back the Polyhedron, that spark of hope.
Dankovsky unwittingly makes a deal with Boddho. Now he is changing and no one is ready for the consequences such a transformation will bring.
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01 Mar 2026