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    Jason/Billy stepbrothers AU with a healthy dose of Jason/Eddie, Eddie/Chrissy, and Jason/Eddie/Chrissy.

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    Set in Chicago, some time in the late 80s or early 90s. No Upside Down/Vecna.

    Hellcheer/Eddissy, Steddie, and Cargrove.

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    "I'm sorry." Shane's voice is small, muffled because of how Ilya holds him.

    "Sorry for what?"

    "Sorry I can't get you hard." He sounds dazed, lips still fishlike where Ilya pushes them out. Rybka, Ilya could call him—if Ilya was being sweet.

    ———

    Ilya's not going to get hard for Shane; he's not gay.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    There was a small recoil, nothing Shane would consciously register as a recoil, just a slight drawing-back of his head and a micro-expression crossing the bridge of his nose.

    His brows pulled together for one second, and he pulled the carton away from his face, examining the opening.

    Ilya Rozanov has seven cameras. Ilya Rozanov has a blog.

    His gay roommate doesn't know about any of this.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    “Sometimes in Juniors, I’d think about my teammates in a circle and me on my knees in the center. They’d all be jerking off, and I wouldn’t be allowed to touch myself until every one of them came on me.”

    Shane Hollander has spent a lifetime swallowing down every single desire. Ilya Rozanov finds his pleasure in making him speak.

    featuring: couch conversations about gay awakenings, ex-girlfriends, and sexual fantasies (and now, nearly 10k of locker room roleplay with the meanest Ilya I’ve ever written)

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Shane's been practicing his roleplay skills, and this is his biggest test so far.

    It starts on his own in a hotel room, as many bad ideas do. He's a rookie desperately in over his head and just a little bit obsessed with his professional rival who blew him one time.

    He's not gay, of course, just curious. So he rings the hotline of a male Russian sex worker, because surely that will help with the pining, right?

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “What did she look like?” asked Hollander.

    “She was brunette,” said Ilya. Marleau’s eyes trailed along the hard lines of his traps, past the glint of his crucifix, the swells of his pectorals, towards the trail of hair disappearing into his shorts. They landed on the thickening outline of his cock. “Pretty little thing, with freckles. Big, brown dumb eyes, begging to be made to cry.”

    Hollander’s breath hitched. Marleau realized, perhaps belatedly, that this was a game in which truth was incidental.

    In 2014, Ilya and Marleau went to Paris on a girl to celebrate the Stanley Cup win. Ten years later, on a balmy evening spent in the Hollander-Rozanov Ottawa home, Marleau reminisces and, courtesy of Shane and Ilya, re-enacts.

    It’s just a game of play pretend.

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    17 Jul 2026