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Simon sees the hurt coat Wilhelm’s features, plain as day, but he’s so fucking angry right now. He wishes he would have stopped. Almost does when Wilhelm starts to leave. It’s when the other boy pauses for the briefest of seconds in the doorway with his back to Simon that Simon’s tongue betrays him. Says the words that may be true, but in no way does he mean them.
“I wish I’d never met you.”
The words are worse out loud. So much worse. Anger is instantly and completely gone, replaced by worry and panic. Regret.
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The Benefits of Being Present by demeterfics
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
26 Sep 2024
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Baz has a nightmare leaving him awake early in the morning. Simon stirs and finds his boyfriend with eyes open. The ensuing cuddles turn steamy until Simon gets too into his head.
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What happens when Simon doesn't follow Wille after his panic during Horror Movie Night? Simon has regrets, Simon frets, Simon thinks that was his one chance. Wille has a bit more of a sexual crisis, but luckily Erik is there to give some brotherly advice. Boys need to figure out how to communicate.
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I Never Knew Myself by demeterfics
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
19 Apr 2024
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Alex meets Wilhelm at a coffee shop in London, Alex inserts himself into Wille's life. Three years later, they're best friends living in a shared flat. Alex goes through some shit, Wille goes through some shit. Alex meets Henry when the weather causes him to find refuge.
Simon and his family moved to London and he doesn't exactly like it, but he finds himself a little corner of the city where he can be a barista and his sister, Sara works at a flower shop owned by Henry.
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Wilhelm and Simon delve more into their sex life with shibari.
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- Part 2 of Braided Silken Affection
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Simon Snow has agreed to be Baz Pitch's bodyguard, even if it means forfeiting his life in the process.
In the world of humans and vampires, where there was once peace there is now only chaos and blood. Vampires are being hunted en masse by a growing group of vampire hunters loyal to a man known only as "the Mage." Malcolm Grimm, the Minister of State for Security, has made many enemies in his life but none pose as great a threat as the fanatically loyal vampire hunters, hell bent on deposing Malcolm from his position and killing his vampire son. He decides to hire the infamous mercenary Simon Snow, who has a few expensive secrets of his own, on the condition that Simon lay down his life for Baz. Even if it means letting Baz bleed him dry. Chained together by the danger that lurks around every corner, there's no room for hiding their growing feelings and desire.
As Baz's shadow, Simon is almost certainly going to die. But can they find a way to outrun fate together?
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19 Jul 2026
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Still getting rosy by fiend-for-culture (caspian) for shushu_yaoi_lj
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
21 Jun 2026
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"It's not my birthday."
"But it could be."Simon Snow doesn't know when his birthday is, so they never celebrate it. Baz makes up for lost time.
A series of vignettes in which Baz does nice things for Simon post-canon, all under the guise of them being "for his birthday."
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22 Jun 2026
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Textual Seduction by BazzyBelle
Fandom Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell, Simon Snow & Related Fandoms
14 Mar 2021
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12 Jun 2026
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Now, we’re in bed, but not talking. It’s what we do… We don’t talk. We don’t know how to talk to each other. I don’t know how to talk to Baz. I wish I knew what to say to him. I wish I could find the words to tell him how I feel inside. But it’s so hard. It’s so hard to look at him and tell him how I feel.
I look at him now, face turned away from me, his hair fanned out behind him. I reach out and lightly touch it. I know it won’t wake him. Baz isn’t a heavy sleeper, but it’ll take more than a touch of his hair to wake him. I settle into the sheets and play with a silken strand, twisting it in my fingers.
“I’m such an idiot.” I say it so quietly, though I know he can’t hear me. Maybe this is how I find the words to say to him. I continue to run my fingers through his hair and watch him breathing. I love him so much. Maybe eventually, I’ll be able to tell him this when he’s awake.
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- Part 9 of Carry On Countdown Fics (2019)
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08 Jun 2026
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Broken by shushu_yaoi_lj
Fandoms: Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell, Simon Snow & Related Fandoms
19 Nov 2020
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The Great War is over and Simon Snow has survived.
He’s full of scars and bad memories, but he’s still alive and he’s found a job at Pitch Manor as a gamekeeper. So why is he still feeling so broken?
And why is Lord Basilton constantly following him around, asking him a million question?- Language:
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23 Mar 2026