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    “Glad to see you back among the living,” Phainon says through a yawn, clearly having spent the night in the uncomfortable chair in the infirmary by Mydei’s side. Like he often does.

    Mydei’s head hurts. Just the regular kind of pain, easily managed by ignoring it until it goes away. But what makes it worse, is the confusion at his predicament. The memories returning to him in death used to vary in time and people who appeared in them. Why is it always Phainon nowadays?

    “Fuck you,” Mydei says, hoarsely. He feels like he is losing his mind.

    Phainon’s mouth locks mid-yawn and he blinks down at him stupidly, tilting his head with confusion. It’s probably fair, he hasn’t even done anything to earn Mydei’s ire as of late.

     

    or; Human brain lives for a few more minutes after dying, replaying the most cherished memories. Mydei starts seeing Phainon after each of his deaths.

     

    Translation into Russian (Русский) available: here
    Translation into Chinese (中文-普通话 國語) available: here

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    Sinking to rock bottom looks different to different people. Some know they’re on the way when they lose their job. Others may feel the slip when they’re spending more time in casinos than in the comfort of their own home. Sometimes it’s as mundane as simply noticing your hairline receding from excess stress.

    Phainon knew he was sinking to his own rock bottom when he woke up sweaty and seconds from orgasm after a wet dream about a fucking lingerie model.

    Or, Phainon accidentally develops a fixation on a man thanks to his own traitorous mind, and instead of behaving rationally, he continually makes the problem ten times worse. Apparently, having a PhD in understanding the human psyche does not make you immune to the biological weaknesses of it.

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    Mydei left.

    He thought he had no other choice, he was used to being alone, so he choose to dissapear and begin a new life somewhere where no one would find him or search for him. Then he was not alone, and the child with the snow colored hair and sky blue eyes, a reminding of the one he had loved became his only reason to go forward.

    But the world is not so big, after all.

    There is nothing that can be hidden between heaven and earth, or shall we say... Between Okhema and Aedes Elysiae?

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    When Mydei decided to go late at night to the University's campus to fetch his laptop which he had left inside his gym bag, he never thought he'd find Phainon, the guy he used to beat up in high school and had a weird attraction towards, stealing his underwear from his locker.

    Mydei was not about to let that opportunity slip away.

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