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The handcuffs glint invitingly from where Ricky’s kneeling. He’s toed his shoes off to sit on his bed and watch TV, not yet caring to find the keys. He doesn’t hear Ryan as he steps into the room, walking up behind him.
Ryan’s fingers tingle. Maybe he’s still a little high on the power trip from earlier. There’s no one else around this time, no camera. Just him and Ricky, and Ricky’s arms are already out of the question. Ryan’s stomach swoops enticingly and his toes bump the head of the mattress as he walks forward, almost on autopilot.
Aka the one where no-one unlocks Ricky's cuffs once they finish filming the cops video, and Ryan takes advantage.
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Balz arrives at band practice with his new Monroe piercings. Chris' interest is piqued.
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Chris agonises, she should turn Ryan down. He doesn't really know what he's asking for. He’s drunk. He’s still seventeen. But then again, she thinks, he’s not that drunk, and seventeen is close enough. Fuck what she should do. “Alright baby,” Chris cooes, petting over Ryan's hair. “Let’s go upstairs to my room, huh?”
Sometimes inadvertently getting pegged by your band’s older frontwoman is a religious experience, okay ??
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i am a good boy and i will swallow it all by dearestblake
Fandoms: Motionless in White (Band)
18 Dec 2025
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Vinny's his problem, alright? He’s decided today’s the day to do away with his jeans and cargo pants in favour of the world’s tiniest pair of booty shorts. A skimpy red thing with white trim, short enough to give the shorts of the 70s a run for their money.
Justin groans to himself, watching from where he’s sitting in the dirt, propped up against the relative coolness of the bus’ metal exterior. He sips his bottle of water diligently and totally doesn’t watch Vinny trot back out of the bus, the full length of his hairy legs on display. He doesn’t look when Vinny throws himself down into one of their fold out camping chairs, slumping down till he’s comfortable, legs spreading indecently wide. He doesn't stare at the bulge in those tiny red shorts, nope not at all.
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He smells like cigarettes and sweat and hairspray and tiny shitty tour van. If Vinny was the one sucking on fingers, his'd taste like nasty old bass strings, and if he kissed him hard enough he’d taste like whatever shitty gas station energy drink he’d managed to get his hands on. Vinny thinks it’s heaven.
Freshly-joined-Motionless Ricky gets surprise time traveled to his own future. Vinny thinks he's fucking hot.
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why co-emperors if not for sex reasons by dearestblake
Fandom Gladiator (Movies - Scott), Gladiator 2, Gladiator II (2024)
21 Dec 2024
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I need someone to hold me close, deeper than I've ever known by manicpixiedreamjop
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
14 Jun 2026
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“I need to use your shower,” says Bill as he lets himself into the flat.
It is only then that he takes in the sight of the living room – or rather, the lack of sight. The sofa and coffee table have been pushed right up against the TV stand on one wall, and most of the floor space is taken up by a massive standing backdrop, facing toward the window so that all Bill can see is the metal pole holding it up and the glow of sunlight through the off-white material of it.
“Aren’t they meant to have those at the training facility?” comes Elliot’s voice, seconds before the appearance of the man himself, popping his head around the edge of the backdrop to take in the sight of Bill standing there. “Ah,” he says, flicking his eyes down the length of his body and back up again. “Clearly not today.”
“The water’s not working,” says Bill. “Do you mind?”
“Course not,” says Elliot. “Although…” He pauses, dragging his eyes back down Bill’s body again. “How time sensitively do you feel about showering?”
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- Part 11 of hold you close
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15 Jun 2026
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Mr Stirling is drinking again.
This is not, in itself, so unusual. Mr Stirling has always been a man with a fondness for drink, has never shied away from having one or two at the end of a particularly long day. He’s always permitted Anthony the same even, holding out the bottle in a silent offer, though Anthony never says yes. At first he had been worried it was some sort of a test, and by the time that he accepted that it wasn’t, a new problem had arisen – namely, the fact that he did not trust his own impulses around the object of the intense and silent lust that had now consumed him for the better part of a year.
Really, he should have known better. He should have, but he didn’t, and so tonight, Anthony is drinking too.
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- Part 6 of hold you close
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12 Jun 2026
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Almonds gives Kershaw a proper bollocking on the way back to their camp. Anthony leads the way and has a very pleasant time listening to the two of them behind him, especially the moment where Almonds slips in praise for Anthony himself for his resilience. If Anthony deliberately stands up straighter and sways his hips a bit, that’s between him and God.
Or: After the 2SAS-led mission, Anthony is in pain. Kershaw helps, doesn't he.
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08 Jun 2026
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For a split second, Pat thinks Reg might be jealous. He’s always had a quick temper, and Pat remembers well the incident a few months previously when they’d gone out to a gay bar together and Reg had practically dragged Johnny away from the man who was flirting with him and then straight into the bathrooms. They hadn’t returned for nearly twenty minutes, and Eoin had given a very pleased and ruffled looking Johnny such a scornful look when they returned that Pat had only barely fought back a laugh.
Reg doesn’t look angry though. He pauses for a moment to take in the sight of them, and then he hands the glasses of whiskey he carries to Pat and Johnny and returns to the kitchen to get the other two. Pat raises his eyebrows at Johnny questioningly, but Johnny just gives him a mysterious little smile and a shrug.
It’s only a moment before Reg returns again, giving Jim his glass as well before taking a seat in the red velvet armchair by Pat’s end of the couch.
Set about a year after the events of the first fic, can be read as a standalone.
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- Part 2 of hold you close
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31 May 2026
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speirs has a staring problem, but lipton doesn't mind all that much.
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25 May 2026