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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane slides onto the bar stool next to him. Elbow-to-elbow. In public, in the light of day, in front of everyone else in the bar. He doesn’t even hesitate. Ilya hadn’t thought Shane would be that brave.

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    Shane settles into himself. Ilya spirals.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “Mama,” he says, bringing the cigarette to his lips. “You have been worried about me. I know.”

    The smoke in his throat is so familiar. When he breathes out, it's already jagged. "I wanted to tell you that you don't have to be. Not anymore."

    (Or: after waking early one morning at the cottage, Ilya goes down to the water to talk to his mother.)

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    28 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    During the 6 months of “You haven’t answered a text from me in like 6 months” fame:
    5 texts Ilya doesn’t send, +1 he has.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Don’t–” Ilya starts, already reaching, already cupping Shane’s face between both hands, thumbs warm and tender against his cheekbones like they’ve always belonged there.

    Shane’s eyes are big and gorgeous and genuinely curious. “Don’t what?”

    Don’t make me look like a lovesick idiot. Don’t make my heart trip over itself for a way out of my chest and into yours. Don’t say it like that—so fucking sincere—like you don’t know how devastating it is for me.

    “Don’t butcher my language,” he says instead and kisses Shane’s smile hard, like reflex, like gravity, like there was never going to be another option.

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    Shane sets out to learn Russian. Ilya discovers he's incapable of keeping his composure.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “You are early—”

    Ilya stops dead in his tracks. Shane is standing there in the hall, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed.

    He’s wearing Ilya’s Centaurs jersey. Not much else.

    “Solnyshko,” Ilya says hoarsely. “What are you doing?”

    Shane pushes off the wall and comes to greet Ilya with a long, filthy kiss, wrapping his arms around Ilya’s neck. Ilya’s hands seek his waist in return.

    Shane’s voice is low against Ilya’s mouth. “Reminding you,” he murmurs, “of who the fuck you are.”

    It was a tough loss in Boston. Shane knows how to make Ilya feel better.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “She truly is your daughter, Alex,” Henry sighs, defeated.

    “Fuck off, sweetheart,” he laughs, a soundbite of the sun. Henry forces himself not to physically react, the term of endearment sweet and menacingly familiar coming from Alex’s lips. It’s been years. “You know they’re useful.”

    “Ah yes, eyelashes, truly a formidable instrument in managing international relations.”

    Alex grins, and Henry is too late to catch the slightest downward lilt on the corner of his mouth, “Worked on you once, didn’t it?”

    Oh, did that ache.

     

    (Much had happened since the time Henry had told Alex to leave. Alex had passed the bar, gotten married, had the most beautiful daughter. And Henry, well. He stayed right where he was.)

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    14 Nov 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 13

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    two boys in space, a confession of things already known, and a promise for any future that may come

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    07 Nov 2023

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    Carlos's heart is pounding. He can barely hear over the blood rushing in his ears or see through the fog clouding his mind. Because he knows those eyes. He knows the hand he just shook, and the voice he just heard, although it’s lower and richer than it was over a decade ago, when the man he’d just met was called TK instead of Tyler. He doesn’t know how or why TK is here, in Austin, a lifetime after circumstance ripped them apart and spread miles between them. He doesn’t know how or why the Tyler they’ve been tracking all these months has turned out to be Carlos’s childhood friend, to this day his most cherished relationship, his first heartbreak. He doesn’t know how or why any of this has happened, but it has. He’s completely sure of it. TK – Tyler – didn’t seem to recognize him. But that face is burned into his memory.
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    In 2002, TK and Carlos meet in a third grade classroom in Manhattan. 21 years later they meet again, at a nightclub in Austin called The Firehouse.

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    03 Oct 2023

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    25 Sep 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 56

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    Set before Boyfriend Material. Oliver and Luc's second encounter, and a flashback to their first, from Oliver's POV.

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    18 Sep 2023

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    In a feat of supportive-long-term-partner-ness, I made the herculean effort and resisted the urge to explain to him once more that no one says "make love" in this century and instead went with:

    “I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but the sex we have is pretty gay.”

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    Oliver confronts his Internalized Homophobia... I swear it's sexier than it sounds.

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    17 Sep 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 84

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    An epilogue to Husband Material in which Oliver navigates lingering questions about identity, family, marriage, and grief, and Luc almost always helps.

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    04 Sep 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    TK and Carlos drive to the greenbelt to release Lou the Lizard. A thunderstorm gathers during their journey, and TK starts to grapple with some self-loathing issues that Carlos has to soothe, thus culminating in a much-needed discussion between them about their relationship so far, regrets they have gathered like the storm above them, and the nature of trust and love.

    Set just after Season 3, Episode 15 – canon compliant with some added oomph in terms of making them want to marry each other.

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    22 Jun 2023

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    Sparks and splashes fly when TK and Carlos each take up swimming while they recover from workplace injuries.
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    Carlos touches the shallow end of the pool and stops, allowing himself the time to look back. Appearing slightly fuzzy and gleaming through Carlos’ goggles, TK sits on the edge at the deep end, palms splayed flat on the tiles, legs dangling in the water and kicking softly. He raises a hand, waving to beckon Carlos back. There’s something so sweet about the gesture, Carlos’ stomach flutters. He has to stop himself from smiling as he swims towards TK. He peers through his goggles at the sharpening sight of TK’s feet under the water, the way he moves them in a circular motion. Carlos keeps his head under and grabs TK’s foot playfully. TK howls, elated.
    “I knew you were going to do that, and it still scared me,” TK says, his voice squeaky through his rolling laughter.
    Suddenly it feels to Carlos like he’s known TK forever – like they’re best friends from school days, kids at play.
    TK kicks up, splashing water over Carlos’ shoulder. There’s a hunger in his eyes that Carlos tries to mirror. They hold it for a few seconds before they have to look away.

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    22 Jun 2023

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    Even if grief is the price of love, Carlos would do it a thousand times over.

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    A honeymoon, reimagined.

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    20 Jun 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 80

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    TK and Carlos have never found themselves on the easy path – yet, somehow, every path they've taken has led them to this moment, together.

    Or, 7 times they thought they would never get married, and one time when they actually did.

    Written for Tarlos Weekly Prompts Countdown to the Wedding. Prompt: "I Never Thought I Would Get This Day".

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    01 Jun 2023

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    “Ugh.” TK recoils and pulls a face when he sees Carlos heading toward the restaurant on the other side of the street. “Did they have to make him look so good?”

     

    The black suit fits so well and looks so perfect it must be designer. Possessiveness rages in his chest at Carlos looking that good for someone else. His hair is blown out, making his curls smooth and controlled. There’s a weighty looking silver watch on his wrist that TK hasn’t seen before. He sucks his teeth when he sees Carlos is without a tie and has the first few buttons undone on his crisp white shirt, allowing a suggestive triangle of bronze skin to peak out. It’s basically the same as walking around in nothing but underwear and he fights the urge to go cover him up with a towel. It’s not fair.

     

    “Dude, the FBI is not gonna be happy if you fly out of this rig and jump him before the sting even starts.”

     

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    Carlos is asked to help the FBI in a sting operation where he has to flirt with another man. His husband has something to say about it.

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    13 May 2023

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    Of course, it was TK’s idea to get a sign on their door for ‘when one of them was getting it on.’ One of them always ends up being TK. Carlos is just the one forced out of their shared dorm room, waiting.

    aka: TK is Carlos' first roommate at UT Austin. Too bad he's as handsome as he is messy, loud and absolutely insatiable.

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    06 Apr 2023

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    Bad Call (2x08) meets Abandoned (4x04) when TK and Carlos attempt to understand what they’ve been through and realize certain old wounds are bleeding into the new. They have both been held captive, faced death, made it home. Secrets, moods, hot messes – they love each other more every day. And they both still need their parents.

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    05 Apr 2023

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