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    “We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.

    The confession hurt more than he expected.

    “A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”

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    “I could treat you better, you know.”

    “Yeah?”

    “Yes. I am much better than him. In hockey and in bed.”

    Oh. Oh, okay. He gulps, his gaze falling to the ground. “Uh, I- I don’t know about that.” He mutters.

    “Do you want to know?”

    Yes. Yes, I want to know so fucking bad.

    “I have a boyfriend.” He finally says, his throat feeling dry as he swallows. He watches as the blonde haired man looks at him for a moment before shrugging and pulling back. For a second, he swears he hears Ilya mumble, “you didn’t say no.” Under his breath and flushes.

    “Your choice, Hollander. If you ever want to know, I will be here.”

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    Shane has a shitty boyfriend, Ilya comes to his rescue. Sort of.

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

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    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being one half of something: the Hollander twins, the Double Dutch, hockey's golden brothers. Falling in love with Ilya Rozanov is the first thing that ever feels like it's his alone—right up until he watches Ilya kiss his twin.

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    "You stare at my race every time you look me in the eye! What the fuck do you need to guide you too look for? Flashing neon lights?” Shane’s face is flushed, and not in the way Ilya likes to see. This is not a cute blush. This is a rage and a hurt he doesn’t think he’s ever seen from Shane.

    “Okay, okay.” He scratches the back of his neck. “I-I fucked up a bit here.”

    “A bit? A bit?! Ilya, you ignored one of the most influential pieces of my fucking life!”

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