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16 Apr 2026
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John MacTavish is dead.
And Simon Riley doesn't remember how to live without him.Discharged from the military, he takes a bottle of whiskey, a gun, and a photo of his lover to the edge of the gray Scottish sea.
But the sea does not take him. Instead, he is met by a seal, with dark knowing eyes. And everything Simon thought he understood begins to unravel.
Somewhere between mourning and myth, his lover awaits.
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13 Feb 2026
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Growing Accustomed To Sunlight by CaptainStormChaser
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
11 Jan 2026
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John was out too late again. It was all he could do, collecting what little wood there was and peat for burning as the chill began to creep into the long nights. His torch was dull, seeming ineffective against the fog settling over the moors, and the moon was in its dark cycle. He trembled with fatigue, with hunger, but he couldn’t afford to rest. The village needed him. He could scarcely put one foot in front of the other. He could scarcely see a foot in front of him. All he wanted was to lay down, to rest.
I’m here John. The voice tried to comfort him. And I can deliver you.
“Please, God. Help me!”
For a price.
Many generations ago the first Lord MacTavish made a deal with a creature. Now it's come to collect.
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16 Jan 2026
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"I dunno," he sighs. "Been a tough few months."
"Aye."
"And it's hard being stuck 24/7 with the man who broke your heart."
Ghost’s grip tightens on the wheel.
"I broke your heart?"
"Aye, spat on it and everythin'. When you know that's not where I like to be spat at."
"Sod off."
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Soap’s injuries are healing, but his relationship with Ghost is as tense as ever. The 141 is MIA, and a ruthless criminal group is hunting them down. Soap knows he’s not supposed to get involved, but Ghost's rules are made to be broken.
Fighting, banter, and dirty, dirty smut.
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- Part 3 of Against All Odds
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30 Dec 2025
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When Soap meets the man he’s set to wed, he’s surprised.
Which says a lot, frankly.
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30 Dec 2025
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"'Soap?' Ghost asked, dumbfounded. He knew what drag was, he wasn’t fucking stupid, but knowing what drag is and seeing the man you’ve been infatuated with for years at a gay bar, in drag, are two entirely different things to contend with.
Soap tutted, placing one hand on a generous hip–Ghost was certain he’d put padding there–and the other flat on his chest, as if he was offended at the question.
'That's Lady Lather t'you, sir.'"Or
The song Andrew in Drag REALLY did a number on my psyche.Bookmarked by crackhead_reader
02 Oct 2025
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Doormat's Kinktober 2025 by dopaminedepriveddoormat
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), Hannibal (TV)
05 Nov 2025
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Welcome to Dopamine Deprived Doormats’ Kinktober (㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ)
I’ll be writing mostly for Call of Duty (with a focus on Ghost/Soap and other TF141 ships), but you’ll also find several days dedicated to Hannigram. Ship details will always be listed in the chapter titles.
Some prompts will dive into dd:dne territory. Proper warnings will be included both in the tags and author's notes, and some will be obvious from the chapter titles. If that’s not your cup of tea, feel free to skip those chapters and stick to the tamer ones.
Enjoy the ride, and remember to wash your hands when you're done (I jest)
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02 Oct 2025
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wind me up (or wind up dead) by applepieces for Nelo0Wesker
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
16 Nov 2023
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Loch Buidhe was a beautiful area. It’d been quiet, their first year here; sleepy, almost. Simon had settled wonderfully into domesticity, content to gorge himself on rest and relaxation and, on many occasions, John himself.
John itched from the need to be productive still, but their little cabin had proven to be more than enough to keep them both busy. Still, the town had that sleepy, quiet quality that made winding down with a trip out almost shockingly easy.
Now, though, he couldn’t even make trips into town without hearing the latest gossip. Be it parents or his coworkers or even the shopkeepers, everybody was on edge with every new case. Every candlelit vigil he spent watching people weep only reminded him of his disconnect. The sick, oily feeling that maybe he’d never adjust to civilian life if he couldn’t spare more than a few measly hugs and flat condolences never seemed to abate.
The end of the week couldn’t come soon enough.
or: Johnny and Simon retire to the countryside. It’s peaceful all the way until it isn’t.
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10 Jul 2025
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Prince John “Soap” MacTavish has always been an outlier in his kingdom. Singled out and forced to stand his ground on multiple occasions, it was going to take something truly historic to put him out of the picture.
Like a prophecy.
Like a dragon waiting to determine his fate because of the said prophecy.
With just a sword in his hands and a disastrous prophecy to guide him, does Soap have what it takes to truly survive his fate? Or will he have to surrender to the beast known to have never been bested by any man?
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A dragon shifter Ghost x prince Soap au.
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08 Jul 2025
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Ghost was a werewolf shifter of Task Force 1-4-1, and Johnny MacTavish was the man brought on board to hold his leash.
There were never any bindings placed on him. Never ropes, nor sedatives needed. No shock collars or cattle prods. It was just Soap.
Just Johnny and the way he had Simon, even as a towering monster with gnashing teeth and flexing claws, wrapped around his little finger.
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08 Jul 2025
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When doing a self-imposed clean up of the forest near his home while on leave Soap finds a long abandoned building. But as he explores it, he finds out that maybe it isn't as abandoned as he'd originally thought.
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- Part 1 of I'll Be The Ghost Inside Your Head
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04 Jul 2025
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“That’s really smart and intuitive of you. These activities are not meant to be followed exactly because people think through and process things differently. It sounds like you’re a very visual and tactile person, so you found a way to make it work for you. I’m really glad you kept trying and didn’t give up, though that would have been fine as well.”
“Mmthanks” Soap mumbles and moves back to fully sit in his chair. He is definitely not thinking about the ways Simon is visual and tactile as well.
Simon hands Soap his journal and waits for Soap to say anything more. Which he doesn’t because he can’t because Simon has said things to him that no one has ever said. It’s the opposite of his nightmare from last week. He’s sitting in the office of someone who would’ve been his superior if they were still enlisted and he’s being told he’s talented and intuitive like it’s nothing. But it’s not nothing. It’s everything.
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Three months after being medically discharged, Soap is feeling aimless and in need of support. He goes to his local Veterans Association and meets with social worker Simon Riley, who helps him find a new way forward
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03 May 2025
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Hiding in plain sight as a beta, omega Soap leads a lonely and sexless existence, trying in vain to ignore the urges threatening to unravel his identity.
When Alpha Ghost strikes a bargain to give Soap a taste of what he's missing, he can't help but give in.
In exchange, all Soap has to do is pretend he's his omega; no more, no less.
But he has no idea that Ghost's doing anything but pretending.
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25 Apr 2025
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Ghost had been willing to call it a coincidence the first time, even the second, but this was getting concerning, maddening, even.
The notes kept appearing. Stuck to the wall beside the front door, onto the door of the microwave, onto the kitchen counter, the bathroom mirror – even his bloody nightstand.
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- Part 1 of Against the Kitchen Floor
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16 Dec 2024
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Ghost is a vampire and Soap is a cafe owner that serves supernaturals. All is not how it seems, however and as mysteries unravel, the two become more and more entwined.
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29 Jul 2024
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Soap is a PhD student, doing his research in Antarctica on the behaviors and hunting habits of leopard seals. During his expedition, he becomes obsessed with a leucistic seal, who he's taken to calling Ghost.
His attempts at tagging Ghost for tracking purposes have all failed, leaving Soap frustrated, but determined to try again. He won't stop until he gets the data he needs for his dissertation.
At the same time, Soap is stuck in an escalating, heated flirting match with a hydroponics employee at another base. It's foolish to form romantic relationships with someone he knows will vanish from his life once their expeditions are over, but there's something fascinating about this man that he can't ignore.
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A fun little MerMay twitter fic, adapted for easier reading on ao3!
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- 11/11
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26 Jul 2024
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It's been years since Simon last saw Johnny, but the man welcomes him into his home without hesitating. He lets Simon speak, lets him apologize, lets him stay - and Simon doesn't understand why.
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26 Jul 2024
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Soap needs to buy a kilt for a wedding. Simon is the one to sell it to him.
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26 Jul 2024
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When a known arms dealer is visiting his favorite BDSM club, Ghost and Soap have one chance to infiltrate the exclusive club. The only problem is, Soap has zero knowledge of BDSM - good thing Ghost is a great teacher.
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- Part 1 of Up In Arms
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- 5/5
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15 Jun 2024
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After their hospital merges with another, junior doctors John MacTavish and Kyle Garrick find themselves continuing their medical training at Manchester General hospital. Specializing in Accident & Emergency early in his career, John finds himself working under Dr. John Price and closely with fellow A&E junior Dr. Simon Riley, who everyone calls Ghost.
The hospital throws the staff challenge after challenge, trauma after trauma, all the while driving them closer together--sometimes closer than they expected.
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Sappy drama & romance of Grey's Anatomy with our CoD boys.
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- Part 1 of Ghost's Anatomy
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15 Jun 2024