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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    “SURPRIIIIIIIISE!”

    Ilya flinched back, nearly stumbling off the steps and into a potted plant at sidewalk level. “Shto, blyat’—”

    Someone grabbed his wrist and yanked him inside. “Happy birthday!”

    Ilya's first birthday as a Bear. AKA, Ilya's first birthday party in America. AKA, Ilya's first birthday party in a long, long time.

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    09 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Oscar would have thought that his Australian genes would somehow prevent something like this. Like, he has eaten Kangaroo. How in the fuck did a simple meal take him out like this?

    He means that in a quite literal sense. He should be at the first debrief of the weekend right now. But there’s just the minor complication of him having woken up ready to projectile vomit whatever his stomach contained that makes it feel like that.

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    Oscar gets food poisoning in Baku and drives anyways. As you can imagine, this has consequences.

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    06 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    “I’m so fucking sorry guys.”

    Oscar felt the tears prick at his eyes.

    This was all wrong. He was meant to be a good driver who won races, has a really strong career and wins championships. He was supposed to enjoy this lifestyle and all the perks of it. Travelling the world, partying and doing everything else a rich person does. But right now he was driving his F1 car back into the garage because his migraine was making it hard to see and breathe.

    5 + 1 (5 times Oscar dealt with migraines,1 time he couldn't anymore)
    (part 2 out now!!)

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    05 Jul 2026

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    And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.

    It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.

    Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.

    So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane nearly stops himself right there, runs through all of the ways he could navigate away from the question, but when he opens his mouth it comes right out anyway.

    "Was he hard on you too?"

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    Ilya had been waiting for the other shoe to drop. He just hadn’t expected it to be about this, hadn’t expected, or maybe simply refused to accept, that his father would somehow still hurt him beyond the grave, that the punches and split lips and broken ribs would still, impossibly, ache within him after all this time.

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    Shane tries to talk to Ilya about his past. It doesn't go as planned.

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    31 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 67

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    RCT is difficult, bodies are fragile, and the wounds of being human change everything.

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    28 May 2026

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    Suguru begins to wonder if it’s lonely for Gojo. Keeping an inch between him and the world.

    Not an inch, a voice that sounds suspiciously like Shoko reminds him. Infinity.

    But does it feel like infinity? When summer’s humidity swells to its peak, can Gojo feel the pressure? When a barrage of low-level curses ambushes them in Roppongi, can he sense their velocity, the twist of the wind? When Suguru grazes the immovable space between them – hands him a test paper, shoulders past him in the corridor, reaches out, unthinking, to slap him on the back – does Gojo know the warmth of Suguru's skin?

    Then, on July 12th, in a sour-smelling alley in Katsushika ward, Suguru catches him. Hunched over, spindly legs crouched, a street-worn cat pressing her nose to his fingertips. It licks her sandpaper tongue over his knuckles. Rubs the flat of her forehead against his palm. Gojo hums, pushing a tangled cowlick back with his thumb, a serene little smile on his face.

    Yes, Suguru thinks. It must be lonely.

     

    (Trauma is complicated, brains are strange, and Satoru Gojo is not immune to either of these truths.)

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    13 May 2026

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    Yuna rocks him, rocks them both, a gentle swaying motion with his head bent low to rest on her shoulder and his big hands fisted like a child in the back of her housecoat. He shudders, and she rocks them, and he heaves a giant shaking breath, and she rocks them, and he lets out a shattered, broken sob. And she rocks him.

    Ilya's awake in the middle of the night. Yuna lets herself be a safe place to break.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Alexei visits Ilya in Boston. Ilya plays a game against Shane with broken ribs.

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    25 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 93

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    Ilya has a stomach bug... the day of a game against Montreal

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov does not let a little bit of influenza get between him and a Boston-Montreal game. Shane Hollander (and also Cliff Marlow) think this is stupid as fuck. Featuring: some angsty fights, Cliff being confused af but supportive regardless, and surprise appearances by Yuna, David, and pneumonia!

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    25 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 67

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    I am happy.

    Ilya tells himself this every morning and every night. He tells himself this in the car on the way to see Galina. He tells himself this when Shane scores a hat trick against Montreal and kisses Ilya at center ice. He tells himself this when the Centaurs break the Presidents’ Trophy curse to win their first Cup ever.

    I am so, so happy, Ilya thinks, because maybe if he says it enough times, if he just wishes hard enough, it will finally be true.

    OR: The many faces of Ilya's depression over the years.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Bile coated his tongue.

    For some reason—a reason very well known to him, though he pretended otherwise—it reminded Ilya of home. It was never a good thing to be reminded of that.

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    Ilya is sick. He learns what it's like to have a family that takes care of him.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Jason Todd is absolutely not sick, and he is not hiding from his family. Said family thinks otherwise.

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    24 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 98

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    Jason tries to survive a mission, a fever, and Batman’s anger all at once.
    He fails.
    Now he’s stuck being scolded, medicated, and unwillingly cuddled in front of the entire Batfamily.

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    24 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Maybe I’m here to finish the job,” he starts, gesturing vaguely at Dick’s direction with his cigarette pinched between his fingers. “Maybe I’m here to see if you’d call him and tell him how your ‘little brother’ nearly took your head off tonight. Maybe both. Who knows?”

    “If you're not here for anything,” Dick says, voice low with a hint of exhaustion, eyes fluttering shut again, “I suggest you leave instead. We both know you’re not here because you’re guilty for what you did and I’m tired of fighting you. Leave— or stay, for all I care— but I’m going to bed.”

    Jason scoffs, sounding almost offended. But Dick doesn't care— Jason doesn't want anything to do with them anymore, doesn't see them as family anymore, so why should he bother about the man?

    Yes, Jason is his brother and will always be, but this time, he’s just tired of pretending that they’re family. Families go two ways— it's not a one-way thing.

    Dick is tired of Jason's bullshit.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    The pain is overwhelming, and it’s not getting better. It’s been thrumming absentmindedly beneath his skin all day, all summer, and no matter how much time passes, it never lessens.

    Sirius squeezes his eyes shut, trying to block out all the noise of the dying feast around them, trying to find the strongest surge of pain, locate its location, and tuck it away behind his own crumbling protective walls. It’s futile. James’ mischievous eyes, Remus’ amused smirk, Peter’s encapsulating hugs, they’ve worn down his defenses.

    You can’t build a fortress with a hidden doorway. It’s pointless. An entrance is an entrance. A leak is a leak. And it’s all spilling out.

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    Sirius deals with his parents’ abuse while at school, but he never realizes just how dangerous the game they're playing is.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    07 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 60

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    At first, he thinks: nightmare. He's never known him to have them, but today Satoru fought a man-shaped, grinning beast, pulled Riko from the quicksand of a cult and felt the cold weight of her in his arms – died, scared, alone. Suguru sees sleeplessness in their future. But when he nudges him onto his back, Satoru is awake. His eyes are open. His face is tacky, wet. He's bitten into his lip so hard that it bleeds a trail from the corner of his mouth.

    When Suguru lunges for the table lamp, it illuminates an off-white face warped with pain.

    No. Agony.

     

    (The adrenaline wears off.)

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    01 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 49

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    He supposes he can be too loud. Annoying. Occasionally unhinged. He’s never cared too much about these things before, but Megumi’s rejection is a particularly brutal beast, and Satoru is unfairly irritated, because beasts have always bowed down to him. This should be no exception. But it is, and his desperate attempts to change Megumi’s mind only serve to make things worse.

    (A new set of crayons in a rainbow of sixty-four? Untouched. A nightlight in the shape of a spaceship, to keep the dark at bay? Unplugged. Ginger and yuzu soda? Gone flat. He’s had to start using Suguru as a middleman just to get him to accept the offerings – the Shinto priest at the Megumi shrine.)

    But not even Suguru can convince Megumi to unpack his rucksack. It stays hidden at the bottom of the wardrobe, black, zip broken. Ready for running.

     

    (The radical act of healing your inner child.)

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    01 Mar 2026

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