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Harry’s first memory at Wool’s Orphanage is of Tom Riddle.
He thinks Tom Riddle makes many exceptions for him. (He’s right.)
Featuring: poverty, death, racism, the slow corruption of morals and a mutual obsession, and meddling old men and their wars. And (a dash of) social commentary and justice, for those who are interested.
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- Part 1 of Tod und Verklärung
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Hashirama travels back in time once more, and this time, he tells the truth. And the truth is enough to set them both free.
Or, Hashirama and Madara explore the world together and find out what peace means.
Hashirama tilts his head back and lets the tears fall. “I can’t do this anymore. Perhaps you should kill me now.”
At least this way, I can save you.
He hears a screech as Madara pushes the chair back and stands up. His hands frantically shake Hashirama’s shoulders. “What are you talking about?” Madara yells.
A sorrowful smile spreads across his face as Hashirama’s body violently shakes back and forth. “I can’t make you believe I love you,” he whispers. “I know that. But I want you to live. So you should just kill me.”
Madara’s hands abruptly stop shaking him. He doubles back and begins heaving. With another retched cough, a full-formed daisy spills from his lips.
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Two years have passed since Madara left the village. When Hashirama sees him again, he isn’t expecting the babe on his hip.
The child stares at him with wide, frightened eyes, upset by the presence of an unmated, unfamiliar alpha standing close to her mother. She clings harder to Madara and buries her face in his body. Madara pats her back soothingly as he narrows his eyes, his spicy-sweet scent of woodsmoke and freshly sliced ginger gathering protectively around the babe.
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the world is beautiful, and outside it there is no salvation by caxandra
Fandoms: Naruto (Anime & Manga)
24 Feb 2026
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After his second death in canon, Madara is sent back in time to a year after the village’s founding. To his surprise, he stays in the village.
Hashirama raises his cup. Sighing, Madara raises his cup in turn and clinks it against Hashirama’s. Both of them sip their sake, and Madara places his cup down, giving Hashirama a considering look. Then, Madara leans forward to rest his head on Hashirama’s shoulder, and he smothers a smirk at the sudden spike he feels in Hashirama’s chakra.
With a moment’s hesitation, Hashirama wraps his arm around Madara.
“Come home with me?” Hashirama asks.
From where he’s smushed against Hashirama’s shoulder, Madara gives a slight nod.
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the effect and cause, the punishment and sin by caxandra
Fandoms: Naruto (Anime & Manga)
20 Feb 2026
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The absence of heaven is hell.
One year after Hashirama watches Madara die in his arms from Hanahaki Disease, he’s transported back in time to the founding of the village. Somehow, his second chance ends worse than his first.
Hashirama feels his gaze grow faraway as he remembers that fateful day. “I watched you die violently in my arms,” he whispers. “You told me you loved me. How could you put me through that if you loved me?”
You’ve done this to me twice now.
“Because the alternative would have been much, much worse,” Madara says, his voice clear and filled with conviction. “I did it because I loved you. If I hadn’t, you would have lost faith in the village. I would have jeopardized the future of the village, and I couldn’t bear to tear away the one good thing left in your life.”
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keep your eyes closed, we can live in a reverie by caxandra
Fandom Naruto (Anime & Manga)
22 May 2026
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In which Madara develops Hanahaki disease, and Hashirama can never seem to stop making wrong decisions.
In he loves me, he loves me not (I'm pushing up daisies for you), Madara dies from his disease after hiding his Hanahaki from Hashirama.
In the effect and cause, the punishment and sin, Hashirama gets sent back in time again and forces Madara to undergo the surgery. (It goes as well as you'd expect.)
In and the truth will set you free, Hashirama gets sent back in time once more and decides, finally, to tell the truth. And the truth is enough to set them both free.
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my mind perishes without the possibility of you by caxandra
Fandom Naruto (Anime & Manga)
24 Feb 2026
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In which Madara and Hashirama finally get their happy ending.
To understand someone is a labor of love.
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I keep coming back, just like a revolving door (I say I couldn't want you less, but I just want you more) by caxandra
Fandom Naruto (Anime & Manga)
20 Feb 2025
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Madara never stopped thinking about Hashirama, as much as he would like to deny it.
(This is as happy as it gets for Hashirama and Madara.)
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I confess the incandescence of a dying light by caxandra
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
29 Aug 2023
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Fics following the first work are unrelated to epilogues. In those epilogues, Dabi and Enji live, Dabi dies while Enji lives, or Dabi and Enji both die.
Epilogues are yet to be posted.
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Tobirama loves Izuna.
In one universe, Izuna does not reciprocate.
In another, Izuna does.
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Tobirama is the both the architect of his own salvation and ruin.
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Instead of chasing it away, he allows the giddiness to wash over him. He breathes, and he is okay. The world does not shake or tilt sideways. He does not melt into a puddle of evil. Madara sits still and allows himself to feel happy.
Bookmarked by caxandra
16 Jun 2026
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❤️
(I needed closure, okay?)
Though he does not glance at him, he feels the shift when it happens in Hashirama. Hashirama widens his stance on the ground, sits instead with his arms planted on the ground behind himself. Fearlessly, Madara scoots closer to him and rests his head upon that steady shoulder. He thinks that like this, there is nothing bigger than them. This small moment, with the sun over their tree and the unbearable heat away from him, there is nothing to fear.
At long last, here is peace.
Madara is home.
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The younger Uchiha lay half‑buried in rubble, one arm pinned beneath a slab of stone, his head turned at an unnatural angle. Blood seeped steadily from the side of his skull, warm and dark, pooling beneath him in a slow, merciless rhythm.
Tobirama approached with measured steps.He told himself it was the duty of a warrior to confirm a kill.
But when he reached Izuna, when he saw the shallow rise and fall of his chest, when he saw the blood matting his hair and the fragile stillness of his body—
Something inside him twisted.
This would be an easy kill.A single moment of resolve.
Izuna would never rise again.
Madara would break.
The Uchiha would crumble.
The war would end.Tobirama’s hand hovered over his weapon.
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I Was Reincarnated As The Younger Brother Of The Savior Of Ninjakind, So I Want To Change The Future By Saving My Rival With My Own Hands And Averting A Tragic Future ~I Am The Strongest In The World, But My Uchiha Rival Must Be The Cutest In The World~ by yaminogemu for RendiAmberSpirit
Fandoms: Naruto (Anime & Manga)
01 Apr 2026
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Izuna was a minor character in the novel. He barely had any screen-time and mostly existed as a plot device. His death spurred Madara to eventually forsake the village entirely and turn against them all. His death caused an unfathomable rift between Madara, Hashirama, and Tobirama himself. Hashirama no longer trusted his brother like he had before. Madara’s loathing of Tobirama represented all he hated about the village itself. Tobirama could not get over his fear of Madara, and Hashirama’s affection for him, and it poisoend the village for decades to come.
Tobirama doesn’t particularly want to repeat any of that.
a tobirama isekai fic. i am not taking further questions at this time.
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Tobirama prefers men?
Izuna’s brain sticks on it for a long moment, like taffy under the summer sun.
Tobirama is interested in men. Everything spirals from there.
Bookmarked by caxandra
30 Mar 2026
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Izuna’s sharingan is ignited before they even get to the Uchiha compound proper. Tobirama shoots him a knowing look. He wants to record every minute of this and Tobirama knows it.
Tobirama at Izuna’s side is not a new development. Tobirama at Izuna’s side walking into the Uchiha clan compound, entering the hall of their ancestors, is.
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When Izuna speaks, he more honest than he’s ever been.
“If peace is possible, I want to spend it with you.”
Tobirama’s ire immediately fades. He softens, color rising in his cheeks, because this of all things makes his Senju blush. Good to know.
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Bookmarked by caxandra
18 Feb 2026