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    You dream with your soulmate. That's how you learn who you're meant to spend the rest of forever with. It's simple, really, almost too easy. There's no struggle unless your soulmate lives miles upon miles away. At least, that's what usually happens.

    At first, Ryan thinks he's sick. That he's messed up or broken-- maybe that's why he didn't dream with his soulmate for so long. But then he does, and fuck. Of course his soulmate is a fucking trauma case.

     

    (a.k.a. i should never write my own summaries, super sorry, i think it's better than that)
    (also it's complete so like have fun)
    (the sequel is up! "Bright Eyes")

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    23 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    Brendon CANNOT stand college anymore. He wants a little escape. But the dealer’s kinda hot tho.. 🤤

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    20 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    Brendon hates Ryan. Ryan hates Brendon.

    At least, that’s how tour starts.

    But between stolen hoodies, almost-kisses, and one truly terrible boyfriend, things get complicated.

    It’s messy, slow and violent.

    And maybe, just maybe, it’s not hate after all.

    Edit: changed name from backstage static

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 25

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    So, after a long time of talking about this fic and crying about it to our flists and one abandonment of it and one agreement to pick the damn thing up and finish it because we loved this version of the boys too much to leave them hanging, we would like to present to you our high school AU of doom. Probably a lot of warnings should come with this, the main one being that this is unashamedly based on a badfic premise, and is highly indulgent as a result, the kind of fic both of us have always wanted to read, although hopefully executed with a little more style than the ones we've seen before. Here, then, is a story about a high school wherein Brendon and Ryan hate each other.

    Along with warning for indulgence: neither author is American, and neither of us have a very clear understanding of the college application process. We've tried to make it as realistic as possible, but some details may be mistaken, and some may be deliberately wrong to allow for workings of the plot. We apologise, and ask that you suspend your disbelief just a little.

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    19 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 43

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    Nicole Sanderson has always been able to handle herself—detached, sharp-tongued, ruthless, and quick to turn the tables on anyone who crosses her. But when her best friend Jecka shows up at her doorstep in the middle of the night, Nicole doesn’t hesitate to let her in.
    What starts as an escape for Jecka turns into a partnership where the two girls become entangled in more than just school gossip. One trashed gym later, Nicole finds herself juggling how to keep Jecka away from her abusive dad, manage her own emotions (or lack thereof), and pay off Principal Lynn to avoid expulsion just two months before graduation.

    Jecka, always the more grounded one focused on her grades and future, now has to decide whether her relationship with Nicole is strong enough to survive the changes that lie ahead—or if high school was the only thing holding them together. With prom around the corner, college applications looming, and no real plan for what comes next, they both must confront the uncertainty that graduation brings.

     

    Title Song: "I Miss You" by Blink-182
    (Co-written with my friend Victor <3)

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    19 Jul 2026